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1. Don’t ever let me go by stupidnephlim

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   31 Jan 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov is touch starved
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • emotional angst
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Ilya craves Shane’s touch
   • Established Relationship
   • Married Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • set AFTER the long game
   • Soft Ilya Rozanov
   • Soft Shane Hollander
   • Top Ilya Rozanov
   • Bottom Shane Hollander
   • Smut
   • Based of song:
   • Song: Better Man (5 Seconds of Summer)
   • The Montreal metros are assholes
   • Shane is fluent in Russian
   • Sad Ilya Rozanov
   • Physical touch is a key factor
   • Nightmares

   Summary

   Ilya is touch starved. This is a reflection of his journey regarding touch and intimacy.

    

   Based on the song: Better Man - 5 sos.

   Series

   • Part 4 of Hollonov written to song lyrics

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   English

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