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1. to love a boy that won't love me by 077088

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   28 Jan 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Insecurity
   • Shame
   • Overthinking
   • putting shane hollander through saw traps
   • or rather putting the reader in his head to experience the saw trap I think was happening in there during the las vegas hotel room scene
   • Las Vegas
   • Angst
   • Autistic Shane Hollander
   • Dom/sub Undertones
   • undiscussed but Hudson himself has referred to their dynamic like that so
   • along with that implications of subdrop
   • Anal Sex
   • negative self-talk
   • this is maybe five percent dialogue and the rest is primarily Shane's thoughts
   • most of them miserable
   • Dom Ilya Rozanov
   • Sub Shane Hollander

   Summary

   Shane Hollander has a terrible night in Vegas.

    

   "Are you gonna fuck me?" He's starting to wonder. Has three fingers in his ass, now. Maybe this is some weird power trip for Ilya. Maybe this whole thing will happen without Ilya even touching him at all. That would be awful.

   Ilya raises an eyebrow. "We will see."

   That's something, right? That means if he behaves right, Ilya will come over here. Does he realize how badly Shane wants that? Has he not been clear enough?

   "I need." 

   Ilya keeps staring. C'mon! Do it! You liked it last time, or seemed to, at least! 

   "What."

   "You know." Surely he knows. He can't not.

   "Tell me." An instruction. Shane will follow the instruction; Shane will be good.

   "You." Ilya's breathing hard. Was that right? Does Shane have to be more specific in order to do it right? "I need you." At this point, it doesn't even matter how he gets him. His cock would be wonderful, but so would his fingers, or his mouth, anything. Even his arms, clutching Shane. The need is all-encompassing and therefore non-specific; he just needs Ilya. 

   Series

   • Part 1 of Vegas & its aftermath

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