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    Tamsy loves Rudo. Zanka loves Enjin.
    Neither of them is giving up—not really.
    It's just their latest way of coping: pretending it doesn't hurt, pretending they're fine, pretending the other person isn't slowly becoming the only one who truly understands how much this fucking sucks.

    After all, if they can't have the ones they want… why not take what they can get from each other?

    ...

    "You bastard. I really fucking hate you."
    "And loving him won't get you anywhere."
    "You expect me to play along with your insane game?"
    "No. I just hope we can help each other when this lust gets too much to handle. Because… we're already too late, aren't we?"

    ...

    “What if you pretend I’m Enjin and I pretend you’re Rudo?”

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