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(Sonic & Shadow — 18 years old)
Some memories do not stay buried in the past.
They sleep beneath the skin, waking only when someone touches the exact place.
They were once two cradles set side by side in Knothole.
Two cries, out of rhythm.
Two tiny hands, finding each other in sleep without knowing why.
Then one day, only one cradle remained.
Three years passed like a wound hastily stitched. Shadow returned carrying silences too large for a child. Sonic learned to be louder, faster—to fill the hollow spaces. They grew up together without asking why, only asking, are you still here?
Now they are eighteen.
Green Hills is quiet tonight. The air is cool, the window ajar. The rented room is small, lit by a single yellow lamp. Sonic stands by the window, his back against the frame, watching the familiar slope outside. Shadow sits on the bed, hands resting on his knees, spine straight—the habit of someone who learned early how to hold himself together.
“You’re not sleeping?” Sonic asks, his voice lower than usual.
Shadow shakes his head. “I’m thinking.”
Sonic exhales a soft laugh. “Always thinking.”
“Yeah.” Shadow looks up. The light catches his eyes, revealing the tiredness there—not ugly, just honest. “I think… if I don’t say it tonight, I’ll keep choosing silence.”
Sonic steps away from the window. He doesn’t move fast. He doesn’t run. Each step lands like a decision. “Then say it.”
The space between them closes. They don’t touch. But their breathing shifts.
“There are moments,” Shadow says slowly, “when my body feels drawn tight, like a string pulled too far. Not because I’m afraid. But because of… you.”
Sonic swallows. He’s never heard Shadow speak so plainly. No armor. No detours. “You don’t have to—”
“No,” Shadow interrupts gently. “I do. Because if I don’t, I’ll retreat again.”
Sonic stops in front of him. Their shadows meet on the wall, two outlines brushing together. He reaches out, then pauses, his hand suspended—waiting. Shadow watches that hand for a long moment, then places his own into it. Lightly. But with intent.
A quiet current passes through them. Not sharp. Not painful. Just enough for both to know.
Sonic leans down, forehead to forehead. “If you want me to stop—”
Shadow shakes his head, close enough that their hair touches. “Don’t ask with words. Ask by staying.”
So they stay.
There is no kiss yet. Just forehead against forehead, nose brushing nose, breaths folding into each other. Sonic feels Shadow’s heartbeat—faster than he expected. Shadow feels the warmth of Sonic’s hand, trembling almost imperceptibly.
When their lips finally meet, it isn’t a storm.
It’s a threshold.
Sonic kisses slowly, as if learning a new melody. Shadow responds, hesitant at first, then deeper—not rushed, but not pulling away. Every touch is a question answered by silence.
Sonic’s hand settles at Shadow’s back. He doesn’t pull. He doesn’t hold. He simply stays. Shadow leans in—just a little, then more. A breath slips free, not a sound of calling, only something released after being held too long.
They fall back onto the bed together, no one pushing. The yellow light tilts across them, softening everything. Sonic braces himself, then stops, looking at Shadow—really looking. “Tell me if you need anything.”
Shadow grips Sonic’s wrist. Tight. “Stay.”
One word. Heavy with meaning.
Sonic bends down again. The kiss deepens, slower still, like stretching the moment before ice breaks. Sensation spreads—heat in the chest, warmth along the spine, a tightness low in the body. No one speaks. There’s no need.
Shadow shivers. Not from cold. Sonic feels it and stops, resting their foreheads together. “I’m here.”
Shadow breathes in, then out. “I know.”
Outside, Green Hills sleeps. Inside the room, there is only breath, only heartbeats. Old memories—white corridors, smoke and fire—fade into the distance. Here, there are only two bodies learning how to trust.
Later, they lie side by side, foreheads touching. Sonic runs his fingers gently through Shadow’s hair. Not possessive. Not hurried. Shadow closes his eyes, for the first time without needing to stay alert.
“You didn’t disappear,” Shadow murmurs.
“No,” Sonic answers. “I didn’t run.”
The night moves on. The light remains yellow. Boundaries have been named—not with words, but with a presence that doesn’t withdraw.
And in that moment, they understand:
the first time isn’t what they did—
it’s the first time they didn’t hide from each other.