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1. having fun, aren't we? by hinaflower (kaptivated)

   Fandoms: MILGRAM (Music Videos)  

   • Explicit
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   21 Dec 2025

   Tags

   • Rape/Non-Con
   • John/Kayano Mikoto
   • Kayano Mikoto
   • John (MILGRAM)
   • Consensual Non-Consent
   • Rape/Non-con Elements
   • when the cnc makes you feel so ashamed that you use actual noncon to cope
   • forget dubcon and noncon welcome to JOHNcon where everything is fine bc he said so
   • First Kiss
   • First Time
   • Rough Kissing
   • Rough Sex
   • but also kinda tender?
   • Dissociation
   • like... a lot of it
   • Hand Jobs
   • Shame
   • also... a lot of it
   • Sexual Violence
   • Anal Fingering
   • Biting
   • Penetrative Sex
   • Anal Sex
   • tagging John as a technicality but he's only ever referred to as Mikoto
   • Ambiguous Pronouns and Perspective
   • Rape Fantasy
   • Sexual Assault
   • Top John (MILGRAM)
   • Bottom Kayano Mikoto

   Summary

   “Why…” he whimpers, sniveling like a baby. “Why are you doing this to me?”

   “Isn’t that obvious?” He laughs. “Because you like this. You’re a sick, twisted bastard who gets off on rape fantasies with yourself.”

   “T-That’s—!! No, I…”

   “It’s okay, Mikoto. If you want it so bad, I can do it for you.”

   ---

   Mikoto indulges himself. He might love/hate it more than expected.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   5,109

   Chapters:

   2/2

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

   36

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