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1. Poison or Not, I Need You by Shodokai

   Fandoms: 薬屋のひとりごと - 日向夏 | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries - Hyuuga Natsu, 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Anime), 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Manga)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/M, Gen
   • Work in Progress

   07 Feb 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Jinshi/Maomao (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto)
   • Gaoshun & Jinshi (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto)
   • Jinshi & Suiren (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto)
   • Gyokuyou & Jinshi (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto)
   • Gaoshun & Maomao (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto)
   • Gyokuyou & Maomao (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto)
   • Maomao & Suiren (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto)
   • Basen & Maomao (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto)
   • Basen & Gaoshun (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto)
   • Jinshi (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto)
   • Maomao (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto)
   • Gaoshun (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto)
   • Suiren (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto)
   • Gyokuyou (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto)
   • Basen (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto)
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Post-Frog Scene (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto)
   • Before the kidnapping
   • Hurt Jinshi (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto)
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Maomao is Bad at Feelings (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto)
   • Maomao being Maomao (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto)
   • Oblivious Maomao (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto)
   • Protective Maomao (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto)
   • Sharing a Bed
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Maomao Takes Care of Jinshi (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto)
   • Jinshi/Maomao in Love (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto)
   • I need my mental support
   • Please Send Help
   • no beta we die like my sanity
   • POV Alternating
   • I should put this in order....
   • Mutual Pining
   • updates might be slowish but it will be no more than a week
   • Sexual Assault
   • do not use for AI training
   • Gyokuyou comes wayyyyy later in the story
   • suffering? count me in!
   • I'm having way too much fun with these tags
   • I just realized I've been spelling Suiren's name wrong the whole time. What.
   • I'm so done. How does that even happen?
   • Self-Harm

   Summary

   Maomao had no reason to be worried today. Truly, she didn’t. It was a normal day to most: wake up, do duties, make medicine, sleep. Something in that order. It should have been a better day for her since Jinshi wasn’t home. But yet, she couldn’t help but feel restless, and she hated that feeling.

   A story of trauma, bonding, and self-growth.

   Language:

   English

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