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I can't stop.
I can't stop the wonderful feeling of slashing my arm open.
I need you, Taco
I miss you so much.
Now you own me, with your name engraved on my skin.
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I can't stop the blade
I hate you. I hate you so fucking much. I want to kill you.
But I love you oh so dearly.
I miss how you would pretend to like me.
If I say please, will you stay?
Will you indulge in my late night fantasies?
I miss how you would treat me, even if it was fake all along.
Just come back and open my legs once more.
I stand up hazardously, tumbling over atoms
I grab my pen and paper and write sloppily.
"Taco.
Meet me at my hotel room. I love you."
My tears and blood drip onto the letter, it's unreadable
I fall to my knees in horror, desperate for my Taco to come and save me.
Make me feel loved again, even if it's fake.