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1. Am I Born to Die? by chartreusejelly

   Fandoms: Red Dead Redemption (Video Games)  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
   • F/M, Multi
   • Complete Work

   22 Jan 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • Sean MacGuire/Original Character(s)
   • Sean MacGuire/Original Female Character(s)
   • Arthur Morgan/Reader
   • Arthur Morgan/Original Female Character(s)
   • Arthur Morgan/Original Character(s)
   • Arthur Morgan
   • Original Female Character(s)
   • Sean MacGuire
   • Dutch van der Linde
   • Miyo (The Pinkertons)
   • Sadie Adler
   • Charles Smith (Red Dead Redemption)
   • Gray Family Members (Red Dead Redemption)
   • Braithwaite Family Members (Red Dead Redemption)
   • Sean MacGuire Being an Idiot
   • Mentioned Sean MacGuire
   • Mentioned Dutch van der Linde
   • Mentioned John Marston
   • Mentioned Arthur Morgan
   • Minor Karen Jones/Sean MacGuire
   • Sean MacGuire Being an Asshole
   • Slow Burn
   • Enemies to Friends to Lovers
   • Mentioned Abigail Roberts Marston
   • Mentioned Tilly Jackson
   • Mentioned Mary-Beth Gaskill
   • Mentioned Susan Grimshaw
   • Mentioned Leonard "Lenny" Summers
   • Mentioned Hosea Matthews

   Summary

   Mildred "Millie" Donahue, once a ranch worker and fiddler reminisces on her short time in the Van Der Linde gang through memories and letters. During early 1899, Millie decides to leave a life of petty crime and a haunted past for a path to salvation.

   She finds herself victim to a train robbery led by Dutch Van Der Linde while stowing away to start her new life, but ends up joining them in their pursuit for riches. She becomes infatuated with Arthur Morgan, but her heart takes an unexpected turn for a certain cocky Irishman.

   This is her account of what happened five years after leaving the gang.

    

   I have not written in so long and this is my first time writing RDR2 characters as well as canon x oc so feedback would be much appreciated! Please review and let me know what you think!

   I currently dont have a beta.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   28,746

   Chapters:

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   Comments:

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   Kudos:

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