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1. Did I build this ship to wreak? by GottadomoregottabeMORE

   Fandoms: Dead Poets Society (1989)  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   20 Sep 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Todd Anderson/Neil Perry
   • Todd Anderson & Neil Perry
   • Jeffrey Anderson & Todd Anderson
   • Minor or Background Relationship(s)
   • Todd Anderson
   • Neil Perry (Dead Poets Society)
   • Jeffrey Anderson (Dead Poets Society)
   • Neil's dead uncle
   • Charlie Dalton
   • Anderperry breakup
   • Breakup Fic
   • They are all I can think about so I kill their love
   • Crying
   • Kissing
   • Kissing crying
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Religious Guilt
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Period Typical Attitudes
   • Period-Typical Homophobia
   • Repression
   • Implied Sexual Content
   • Non-Sexual Intimacy
   • My poor Neil still can't process it
   • It's set in the 60's
   • I'll keep updating the tags as the chapters progress
   • THEY DO MEET IN THE FUTURE GUYS.
   • but its not happy
   • Jeff is a cutie and dare I say also a pattotie in this
   • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • implied suicide attempt (mentioned)
   • abuse(prevented)

   Summary

   11:06pm Saturday. He wanted to do this now?
   It's the middle of December, it's -3° out.
   Now of all times? Now Neil?!

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   12,071

   Chapters:

   5/?

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