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After the lawsuit Buck asks a million what ifs; what if i died in the explosion, what if i had the PE when no one was around, what if Chris didn't survive the tsunami, what if I didn't make survive the tsunami, what if i lost the law suit, what if i never filed the lawsuit, what if i had been fired, what if i had been transferred, what if i quit before the lawsuit, what if i never even joined the 118, what if i stayed with the seals, what if eddie and i never got together before this mess, what if, what if, WHAT IF...
what if i end it all...
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OR: Evan "Buck" Buckley isn't sure how he could have made things better between him and the rest of the 118 following the lawsuit. While on the outskirts with the team a month after returning, being man behind the whole time and essentially the 118 cleaner, he starts spiraling into a million what ifs. At the end of the day buck has to face the what ifs he never wanted to face: What if he cant fix this anymore, what if this is where he leaves, what if its time to go back to his first found family because this one died when he got crushed by a piece of municipal equipment while on shift. What if he only had a place with the SEALs...