Adult Content Warning

This work could have adult content. If you continue, you have agreed that you are willing to see such content.

• Yes, Continue
• No, Go Back

If you accept cookies from our site and you choose "Yes, Continue", you will not be asked again during this session (that is, until you close your browser). If you log in you can store your preference and never be asked again.

1. i can picture it (after all these days) by wishcamper

   Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/M
   • Complete Work

   02 Dec 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Nesta Archeron/Cassian
   • Nesta Archeron
   • Cassian (A Court of Thorns and Roses)
   • Nesta's grandmother
   • Feyre Archeron
   • Rhysand (A Court of Thorns and Roses)
   • Papa Archeron
   • Azriel (A Court of Thorns and Roses)
   • Elain Archeron
   • Recovered Memories
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Childhood Trauma
   • Past Child Abuse
   • Physical Abuse
   • kids conversations
   • Parenthood ambivalence
   • Papa Archeron slander bc girl I've got daddy issues too
   • Seriously please mind the tags and CW
   • also lumberjack cassian
   • Cozy Angst?
   • Relationship Problems
   • Thanksgiving
   • Christmas
   • but not like happy christmas
   • tis the season to confront you trauma

   Summary

   Modern Nessian slices of life, where they navigate healing from trauma together.

   Ch 1: Against the backdrop of a lazy Saturday, Nesta struggles with recovered memories of physical abuse by her grandmother as she and Cassian debate the choice to have children.
   Ch 2: The fallout from Thanksgiving drives Nesta into Cassian’s bed, where one sleepless night cracks open everything they’ve been avoiding.

   CW: mentions of child abuse, PTSD recovery, negative self-talk/self-hatred, light sexual content. (None of the abuse is described in detail, only alluded to.)

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   6,903

   Chapters:

   2/2

   Comments:

   20

   Kudos:

   136

   Bookmarks:

   24

   Hits:

   2,518