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1. the only heaven i'll be sent to (is when i'm alone with you) by callmeshakesqueer

   Fandoms: Grey's Anatomy  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/F
   • Work in Progress

   31 Mar 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Meredith Grey/Addison Montgomery
   • Addison Montgomery
   • Meredith Grey
   • Mark Sloan (Grey's Anatomy)
   • Derek Shepherd
   • Cristina Yang
   • Miranda Bailey (Grey's Anatomy)
   • Izzie Stevens
   • George O'Malley
   • Callie Torres
   • Alex Karev
   • Richard Webber
   • Thatcher Grey
   • Susan Grey
   • Lexie Grey
   • Naomi Bennett
   • Sam Bennett
   • Pete Wilder
   • Violet Turner
   • Cooper Freedman
   • Amelia Shepherd
   • Nancy Shepherd
   • Carolyn Shepherd
   • Arizona Robbins
   • Owen Hunt
   • Slow Burn
   • Mutual Pining
   • Near Death Experiences
   • Falling In Love
   • supposed enemies to friends
   • Lesbian Meredith Grey
   • Bisexual Addison Montgomery
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Healing
   • Season 3 AU
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • derek won't be such an asshole like in canon
   • addie mark and callie trio of besties
   • Found Family
   • Panic Attacks
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Meredith Grey Needs a Hug
   • okay derek might be an asshole
   • Coming Out
   • slow burn turned into slow SPARKLE at this point
   • im making everyone gay and i mean it
   • Vacation
   • Sharing a Bed
   • Recovery
   • mer and cristina being each other's ride or die
   • oblivious lesbians
   • Pregnancy
   • Eating Disorders
   • mer's delusional ass is jealous
   • mark breaks derek’s nose and we stan
   • addison the official protector of grey sisters
   • george is cancelled and i will die on this hill
   • Christmas Party
   • mistletoe was a paid actress
   • Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault
   • girls supporting girls
   • dramatic breakups
   • New York City
   • dream team trip
   • or rather chaos team trip
   • ferryboat cruises
   • addison sneaking around pretending she doesn't have health issues lol
   • doctor sweetheart is here!
   • Trans Female Character
   • Making Out
   • Dry Humping
   • Horny Lesbians

   Summary

   Meredith has a secret that's the reason why she attempted to drown, and while Addison is trying to find out the truth, they end up closer than they thought they would ever be.

   OR

   season 3 AU where meredith and addison end up building a family without realising it

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   English

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