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Bang Chan was so hopelessly in love with Felix.
There was nothing Chan didn’t like about Felix. Felix was so sweet and kind. He was an angel sent on earth. Chan didn’t know what he would do without him. Realizing his feelings for Felix was hard enough but realizing the extent of them was frightening. It certainly wasn’t just friendship and it wasn’t just a harmless crush. It was love.
It was almost like everything in Chan’s life revolved around Felix. If Chan was happy? It was because Felix gave him a comforting smile. If Chan was sad? It was because he remembered his love for Felix was entirely one-sided. It was a repetitive flip-flop-see-saw of emotions. Yet somehow everything came back to Felix. Chan knew it wasn’t healthy but there was nothing he could do to stop it.
Chan was aware that Felix didn’t like him back, he’s known so long he’s grown accustomed to it, learned to deal with it, and come to terms with it. He was okay with Felix not liking him back. But for some reason, Felix not liking Chan back yet also him having feelings for Changbin hurt so much more.