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1. let go (i'll hold you up) by pinkquilts

   Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Captain America (Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   23 Sep 2021

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • James "Bucky" Barnes/Peter Parker
   • James "Bucky" Barnes & Sam Wilson
   • James "Bucky" Barnes
   • Peter Parker
   • Sam Wilson (Marvel)
   • Alpine (Marvel)
   • Michelle Jones
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Slow Burn
   • the slowest of burns
   • i'm not even sorry
   • Aged-Up Peter Parker
   • Mentions of Bucky/Steve
   • The Grumpy One is Soft For the Sunshine One
   • Canon Divergence - Post-Avengers: Endgame (Movie)
   • bucky the cat dad
   • Fluff
   • Fluff and Angst
   • bucky learned how to use a touch screen
   • Not Spider-Man: Far From Home Compliant
   • Bucky Barnes Recovering
   • Age Difference
   • Panic Attacks
   • Angst
   • Eventual Smut

   Summary

   Bucky returns after five-years of non-existence to find himself left behind by his one last connection to life before the Winter Solider. His definition of love is based on his familiar, predictable, comforting non-relationship with Steve.

   Then he meets Peter Parker, who is none of those things.

   He's forced to reassess his definition.

   Series

   • Part 1 of their darkest nights

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   106,973

   Chapters:

   16/16

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