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1. kings of infinite space by noonegoodquality

   Fandoms: Critical Role (Web Series)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Gen
   • Complete Work

   15 Jan 2021

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   • Astrid & Eodwulf & Caleb Widogast
   • Astrid (Critical Role)
   • Caleb Widogast
   • Eodwulf (Critical Role)
   • Trent Ikithon
   • Character Study
   • Blumen Trio
   • Unreliable Narrator
   • Paranoia
   • Introspection
   • Emotional Hurt
   • Little comfort
   • Trauma
   • Memory Alteration
   • Memory Magic
   • I would like to reiterate unreliable narrator
   • Hopeful Ending
   • ish
   • Trent Ikithon Being an Asshole
   • Spoilers for Episode: c02e110 Dinner With the Devil
   • and earlier

   Summary

   Trent’s good. He could have scrubbed Astrid’s brain a hundred times over. Chances are there’s no reason for him to bother. But there are days Astrid closes her eyes and she’s sure her mind is full of holes.
   Astrid dreams of certainty that something’s missing. She can walk around for days believing it to be true before she realises it was just a dream. She doesn’t act differently, doesn’t think differently in any meaningful way. She just believes there's entire sections of her life it was deemed imprudent to let her keep. She’s just as good at her job as she always is.

   Knowing someone might alter your memory at any time takes it toll on you. Astrid's maybe dealing with it poorly.

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