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"but out of all of them... the worst one, it was you. I seen you get hurt because of me, and I couldn’t do anything. But it wasn’t ever losing everything else that scared me, Stammer. It was losing you.”
Nikita sighed, staring at Steven’s peaceful face, his very beautiful face. “Not that I ever had you in the first place, so how do I lose something I never had?” He laughed again, even though there was a pain in his heart too sharp to bear. “Isn’t that ironic? Nikita Kucherov can have almost anything he wants if he asks. Everything except the one thing he wants more than anything else.”
He paused.
(Maybe, one day, Nikita will tell Steven that, and maybe, he'll be awake to hear it.)