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1. Ecstasy in Winter by Besagew

   Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • F/M
   • Work in Progress

   16 Jul 2021

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Rey/Ben Solo
   • Kylo Ren/Rey
   • Rey/Ben Solo | Kylo Ren
   • Ben Solo | Kylo Ren
   • Ben Solo
   • Rey (Star Wars)
   • Virgin Ben Solo
   • Alpha Ben Solo
   • Experienced Rey
   • Omega Rey
   • Explicit Sexual Content
   • Bad Sex
   • Awkward Sex
   • but then
   • Good Sex
   • Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics
   • Mating Cycles/In Heat
   • Modern AU
   • mixing these two kinks in a cauldron to see what comes out
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Anxiety
   • Panic Attacks
   • Loss of Virginity
   • Virginity
   • Food Issues
   • mental health
   • Awkward Ben
   • Disassociation as a symptom of anxiety
   • Masturbation
   • Miscommunication
   • First Kiss
   • First Time
   • First Love
   • Ben yeets important things
   • Agoraphobia
   • Philemaphobia
   • (fear of kissing)
   • Knotting
   • Penis In Vagina Sex
   • Oral Sex
   • Shower Sex
   • Awkward Kissing
   • Vaginal Fingering
   • Resolved Sexual Tension
   • Cunnilingus
   • Sexting
   • Past Abuse (mention)
   • learning to kiss
   • Exposure therapy

   Summary

   At 31, Ben has never been in a relationship. Actually, he's never even kissed anyone. When the subject of past relationships come up, he lies by omission. As an Alpha, he believes he has failed his designation. He is afraid of not being good enough, and could never act upon his attraction to omegas. That is, until he meets Rey.

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