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Sam's always been a little different from Dean and John. He's not as masculine, for one thing. Dean finds out that Sam likes dressing like a girl sometimes, not even sexually, it's just a part of his identity. Dean makes it a goal to be there for Sam as he grows up, supporting him, and doing his best to hide his true feelings. Only Sam's all fucked up when he comes back from Stanford, closed off and hiding behind a facade. Dean works hard to help Sam feel safe again, feel comfortable, and things seem to be looking up, only for it to be all fucked over when Sam kisses him while delirious with the flu. They escape to Bobby's to figure shit out. Slow burn, set in season one.
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05 Feb 2026
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Sam's always been a little different from Dean and John. He's not as masculine, for one thing. Dean finds out that Sam likes dressing like a girl sometimes, not even sexually, it's just a part of his identity. Dean makes it a goal to be there for Sam as he grows up, supporting him, and doing his best to hide his true feelings. Only Sam's all fucked up when he comes back from Stanford, closed off and hiding behind a facade. Dean works hard to help Sam feel safe again, feel comfortable, and things seem to be looking up, only for it to be all fucked over when Sam kisses him while delirious with the flu. They escape to Bobby's to figure shit out. Slow burn, set in season one.
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All Dean wants is a little privacy. Cas doesn't understand.
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28 Jan 2026
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All Dean wants is a little privacy. Cas doesn't understand.
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“Dean’s always been the type to pick up strays, even though he knows he can’t keep them. Most strays you just patch up and feed before you send them on their way.” One day he runs into a stray he might actually want to keep.
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26 Jan 2026
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“Dean’s always been the type to pick up strays, even though he knows he can’t keep them. Most strays you just patch up and feed before you send them on their way.” One day he runs into a stray he might actually want to keep.
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After a night of drinking, Sam and Dean accidentally cuddle. Sam secretly likes it, but Dean seems to hate it. Then it happens again, and again, and again.
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- Part 1 of Bedtime
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25 Jan 2026
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After a night of drinking, Sam and Dean accidentally cuddle. Sam secretly likes it, but Dean seems to hate it. Then it happens again, and again, and again
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Sam has always called Dean “daddy” when dad’s not around. Dean likes it a lot.
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- Part 1 of Guardian Ad Litem
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22 Jan 2026
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Sam has always called Dean “daddy” when dad’s not around. Dean likes it a lot.