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Lavar Roupa (isn’t it sad? the way we drove each other away?) by youthfully
Fandoms: ENHYPEN (Band)
07 Feb 2026
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"I was fine before you. And now I’m not. And I don’t know how to be fine again.”
After months of careful distance, Heeseung and Sunoo finally talk. Or fight. Or both. What happens when two people who loved each other try to excavate all the hurt they buried—and find they still don’t know how to let go?
(Lavar roupa - Portuguese expression meaning “to air dirty laundry”; to have an honest, often painful conversation about unresolved issues)
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The Color Of Mercy (looks a lot like your eyes) by youthfully
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
24 Jan 2026
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Will Byers was five when he first heard the word fairy drip like poison from his father’s mouth. He was six when he held a gun. Seven when he watched Jonathan take the first hit meant for him. Fourteen when he decided he couldn’t let his brother break alone anymore.
Now sixteen, Will has learned to measure his life in bruises: how long they take to fade, how well they hide under long sleeves, how many he’ll endure for one more afternoon with Mike Wheeler. Because Mike is the best thing Will has. The only good thing in a house that knows only violence and a body taught only shame.
In the Byers house, love looks like sacrifice. Protection looks like blood. And sometimes the only way to break free is to bury what’s breaking you in the woods where your father tried to make you a man.
or: Will and Jonathan come to learn that some cycles of violence can only be broken with more violence. Will Byers falls in love with his best friend in a decade that calls it sin and Mike Wheeler becomes a killer to save the boy who’s been dying quietly for years.
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When Regulus Black returns to Grimmauld Falls after two years away, he’s prepared for awkward reunions, uncomfortable questions, and the claustrophobic feeling of being trapped in his past. What he’s not prepared for is how quickly his old life starts unraveling, one friend at a time, in ways that seem tragic until they start seeming personal.
Some ghosts refuse to stay buried, and when circumstances force him back to the place he tried so desperately to escape, Regulus discovers that leaving doesn’t mean forgetting, and it certainly doesn’t mean being forgotten.
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Of Salt and Sacrament by youthfully for DOSTOlEVSKI
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
04 Jun 2025
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Every Sunday, Regulus confesses his sins.
Every Monday, he commits them again after James Potter moved into town.
Because loving James Potter in a town that calls it blasphemy is both his greatest transgression and his only prayer, and he comes to learn that some sins are worth an eternity of burning for.
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When You Say Beautiful (unravel me slowly) by youthfully
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
29 Mar 2025
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The first time he heard the word beautiful today, it caught him off guard, a fleeting ripple of surprise that sent a quick shock through his chest.
The second time, he felt his cheeks warm, a soft flush creeping up his neck as a wave of flustered confusion took over.
But by the third time, something shifted. He felt an unexpected ache in his chest, like a yearning he couldn't quite place. The way the man said it, with that certain softness in his voice, wrapped around him like a promise. Suddenly, the word held weight, a kind of magic that made his heart race. It wasn’t just a compliment anymore. It was a secret, a gift given only to him, and with each utterance, he found himself craving it, needing it. He never wanted to go a single day without hearing that word, without hearing it from his voice— just for him, and only him.
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Regulus had an interesting morning, to say the least, making out with an older guy in the coffee shop's bathroom.