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  1. Public Bookmark 52

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    Again, I don’t want myself in your head, either. You think I want to be in that wasteland?

    I’m going to go on the grocery run on Wednesday just to throw you off. Stop fucking stalking me. Doesn’t sound like this ‘laying low’ you speak of.

    See you preferably never.

    Aggravatingly Yours,

    Chuuya

    Or: Chuuya's read the letters Dazai sent him, to the latter's surprise. Even more surprising is Chuuya pulling out letters of his own, each in reply to Dazai's.

    Or or: A sequel / companion fic to annoyingly yours, dazai. Highly recommended that you read that one first or this fic might not make total sense!

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    10 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    "Obviously, they’re not me. What, did you think everyone you met would just be another me? Don’t be stupid."

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    Not that I want to see your ugly face. Keep it to yourself. And out of my head.

    Ah, running out of writing space… and you don’t deserve a double-sided letter, this time. Don’t get ahead of yourself.

    Maybe I’ll check up on you, soon. You’re due for a grocery run next Tuesday, right? See you then.

    Annoyingly Yours,

    Dazai

    Or: Dazai writes Chuuya a letter every year he's away from the Mafia. He doesn't expect Chuuya to ever actually read them.

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    10 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    "Point is, it’s love. I knew that, I denied it, and I tried to get rid of it. But even four years without you by my side didn’t do it, so… is there a point anymore? If I have to speak to you again soon without saying it, then I’ll say it here.
    ----I love you, Chuuya, and that’s a truth I can live for. You don’t need to know about it for it to be real."

  3. Public Bookmark 68

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    After breaking up with Chuuya, Dazai realizes that the way they have broken up is unsatisfactory. The solution? They have to get back together, so they can redo their breakup to be more satisfyingly Dramatic™.

    [or: Dazai POV on soukoku breakup, but Chuuya doesn’t even agree that they were dating to begin with.]

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    09 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Here's the thing. It's not like he wants to date Chuuya. It's not like he likes Chuuya or anything. In fact, it's the exact opposite of it. It's his hatred towards Chuuya that has led him to dating him to begin with. Because of how much he hates that little man, he wants to make sure that he gets to have the most intimate and most private look into the other's life. Not because he's interested, but because he's interested in using those details to formulate better pranks and traps for the slug. Always keep your enemies close, as they say.

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    In Dazai and Chuuya's relationship, Dazai was the possessive one.

    Sure, Chuuya could admit he's protective, maybe even too much so.

    But possessive? Chuuya was not possessive.

    Or: Chuuya was, in fact, possessive.

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    09 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ...the simple undertones of you’re mine and I had you first were hidden just a bit further underneath.

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    “Wait,” he grounds out, gaze darting back to Dazai as the rest of the sentence registers. “You’re hurt?”

    “Astute observation,” Dazai drawls, rolling his eyes.

    “Shut up, shithead,” Chuuya barks, “what happened?”

    “Chuuya crushed me like the tiny cannonball he is,” Dazai says, making a pinching motion with his fingers. Chuuya slaps the hand away, growling.

    “Fine, fine.” Dazai sighs. “A piece of rubble fell on it. It’s just fractured. I’ll live, unfortunately.”

    Chuuya eyes him critically. “Any other injuries?”

    “Average cuts and bruises,” Dazai dismisses, “now lay back down, slug. I’m not finished.” He waves the roll of gauze in his hand around impatiently.

    “Fuck’s sake,” Chuuya hisses, doing the exact opposite and sitting up fully. At Dazai’s dry and unimpressed look, he adds, “I’m fine. You lay down, bastard.”

    Or: 5 times Chuuya (begrudgingly, okay?!) takes care of Dazai and the 1 time Dazai returns the favour.

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