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   What didn't kill you by redbrickrose

   Fandoms: Supernatural  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   17 Sep 2020

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Castiel/Dean Winchester
   • Eileen Leahy/Sam Winchester
   • Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
   • Dean Winchester
   • Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Sam Winchester
   • Eileen Leahy
   • Rowena MacLeod
   • Jack Kline
   • Various and sundry other SPN favorites
   • Post-Canon
   • Season/Series 15
   • Human Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Roadtrip
   • Case Fic
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst
   • Slow Burn
   • well as slow as possible given the current state of canon
   • First Time
   • Bisexual Dean Winchester
   • Demisexual Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Dean Winchester's deep-seated abandonment issues
   • Castiel Makes a Deal with The Shadow (Supernatural)
   • Castiel and Dean Winchester Need to Use Their Words
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Depression
   • really a whole parade of untreated mental health issues
   • Alcohol as a Coping Mechanism
   • Permanent Injury
   • Everybody Lives
   • Found Family

   Summary

   Dean’s plans for the future have always been pipe dreams and bravado. He kind of abstractly wanted to live through this - whatever Cas or Sam thinks or accuses him of, he didn’t want to die; he just expected to.

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   English

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   Bookmarked by writergod0

   25 Nov 2024

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   when floods they came or tides they raised (ever closer became us) by deanmonsandangels

   Fandoms: Supernatural  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   06 Dec 2020

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Castiel/Dean Winchester
   • Dean Winchester
   • Castiel
   • Sam Winchester
   • Eileen Leahy
   • Jack Kline
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Idiots in Love
   • post 15x18
   • Dean Winchester Has Issues
   • TW: Panic Attacks
   • tw: internalized homophobia

   Summary

   “I never prayed before you.” he settles on hoarsely. His throat is sandpaper and his tongue feels like it’s wrapped in cotton.

   Post 15x18. Fix-it

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   English

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   25 Nov 2024