winteratdusk
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what pain it was to drown by winteratdusk
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
04 Feb 2024
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It was November of 1941, the air was bright and clear and cold, and Bucky was starting to feel like he was living at the end of the world.
Or, with the world at war, responsibility on his shoulders, and the draft looming closer by the day, Bucky's just trying his best to stay afloat. Drinking seems to help, until it doesn’t.
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On the run from HYDRA, Bucky is still dealing with the after-effects of torture, and he's longing for the hurt to stop. He's longing to find out who he is, and whether all the shadowy images cropping up in his mind are memories or just figments of a desperate imagination.
Steve, still by his side, just wants his friend back.
With no other choice, they're working to figure it out together.
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- Part 3 of Homecoming
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four dreams in a row (where you were burned) by winteratdusk
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
16 Nov 2022
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He could stop, he knew. He didn’t have to watch the tape. But god, Steve missed Bucky -- missed him with something verging on desperation, so much that it was impossible to resist the pull. He fitted the tape into the video player and extended a shaking finger to press play.
Steve's wrestling with a guilt he can't seem to get over. He wants to know exactly what happened to Bucky in the time they lost.[written for whumptober 2022]
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Holding on to You by winteratdusk
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
09 Oct 2022
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While being held captive by HYDRA, Bucky was exposed to a host of unfamiliar substances and unsanitary conditions. The bacteria introduced to his system leaves him with a mysterious pain in his stomach that only seems to be getting worse. It's up to Steve to figure out the cause and help him before it's too late.
[written for whumptober 2022]
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From Somewhere Far Away by winteratdusk
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
03 Nov 2021
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It's December of 1944. Bucky's been overseas for nearly three years, and the hardship is starting to get to him. Not helping is the fact that his unit is stranded in the middle of nowhere, caught between hope for an impossible rescue and the dread of impending capture.
When Bucky's badly injured on top of everything else, he's left starving, exhausted, and in pain. He's forced to confront his mortality - as well as some yet-unspoken feelings - as he tries to reconcile what he wanted his life to have been with the future he's about to face.
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- Part 2 of dancing like we used to do
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dancing like we used to do by winteratdusk
Fandom Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
03 Nov 2021
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Running Through My Veins (An American Masquerade) by cheesethesecond
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
30 Oct 2014
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For all Steve’s bravado, his disregard and his blind determination, Bucky knows that neither of them thought they’d end up here—Bucky, with a body full of poison and secrets, a head full of landmines; Steve, with the weight of a nation on his newly-formed shoulders; both of them, with eyes for each other first.
At least that part isn’t new.
[Or, Bucky Barnes, from the rescue to the Commandos.]
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30 Jul 2025
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WANTED: Single room available for manual labourer on small farmstead. Work will involve crops and livestock. Experience necessary. Board and lodging included. Sundays off.
Steve Rogers, honourably discharged US Army veteran with no purpose left in life, answers an ad looking for help on a half-delapidated farmstead in the middle of nowhere. There he meets Rebecca Barnes and her brother Bucky, who is as beautiful as he is haunted.
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28 Dec 2022
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Breaking the Ice by Dira Sudis (dsudis) for purelyironic
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe
21 Jun 2015
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It always hurt like this when he came out of the ice. Freezing to death was peaceful at the end, but waking up was fire and pain and this horrible helpless shaking every time. This was the first time he'd had someone to hold on to, though.
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17 Aug 2022
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Super Soldier by copiumm for winteratdusk
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
01 Jun 2022
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“Who uses a tracking bullet?” Bucky asked weakly, dropping his vibranium arm across his eyes and curling his fingers into a fist.
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Bucky Barnes is a bullet magnet.
* A gift for my favorite Bucky whump writer, winteratdusk, who has inspired me to write fic again. I know it's not Bucky and Steve, but I hope you like it anyway. *
Bookmarked by winteratdusk
08 Jun 2022
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Febuwhump 2022 by andrasteemeraldpetal
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
14 Mar 2022
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After ten years of being a dumbass, I finally watched the Captain America movies and fell swiftly in love with our boys from Brooklyn.
This year's Febuwhump is all Steve/Bucky-themed. Will not always be internally consistent for character beats or degrees of canon divergence. Will always try to contextualize where/when we are.
This is one woman's attempt to cram a metric ton of recent fangirl feelings into one prompt challenge. On va voir.
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Bookmarked by winteratdusk
05 Mar 2022