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    Wei Ying is a simple man. He just wants to come out to his best friend turned newly-minted boyfriend, get his dick sucked, and perfect his deepthroat game, in that order. Getting married and adopting a million babies afterward is optional but highly preferred. Lan Zhan just wants to know what the hell is happening, but he really can’t complain about the sheer volume of blowjobs he’s getting.

    In which Wei Ying sucks his way into coming out to his own boyfriend.

     

    Updated with art 10 August 2022

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    25 Sep 2025

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    Suddenly, it snaps into place. The weary way Lan Zhan has been holding himself is suddenly cast in a new, much more distressing light. Somebody is responsible for it, a real live, horrible, blind, stupid person. The combination of guilt, sadness, and anger that sets in all at once is hard to contain. Lingering wisps of resentment that remain from the night-hunt flock to him, like calling to like.

    All four boys stare at him with wide eyes.

    “Wei-qianbei,” Sizhui says. “You look...um…”

    “Scary,” Zizhen breathes, beaming.

    “Who has rejected Lan Zhan?” Wei Wuxian asks.

     

    Or; during one of his visits to the Cloud Recesses, the juniors strike a blow to Wei Wuxian's certainty that his feelings for Lan Wangji are one-sided.

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    21 Sep 2025

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    The second time Lan Zhan said Wei Ying, come back, Wei Wuxian did.

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    21 Sep 2025

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    Wei Wuxian chuckles and starts pushing Lan Wangji's outer robes off his shoulders. "Poor Lan Zhan, subject to such earthly miseries. You must be exhausted, come to bed, come to bed."

    "Mm," Lan Wangji says. He raises his arms so that Wei Wuxian can keep undressing him. His clothes will end up on the floor, but no matter. Wei Wuxian's deft hands at his belts are worth wrinkled robes.

    "... Goodness, Hanguang-Jun, you wear too many damned layers," Wei Wuxian tells him after a while. "Would it kill you to stop after a reasonable five?"

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    Wei Wuxian moves into the Jingshi. They sleep together.

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    17 Sep 2025

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    Wei Ying didn't often think about what he was doing as he was doing it—that way lay madness and a lot of self-doubt. Still, as he was half-naked in bed with Mianmian, with Lan Zhan, also stripped down to his waist, spooned up behind her, he had to pause for a moment in the middle of undressing her and wonder just how he had gotten here.

    Or, Wei Wuxian, thinking he's just being a good buddy, decides to get Lan Wangji together with Mianmian. Things don't go as planned.

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    17 Sep 2025

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    “Hanguang-jun,” Wei Wuxian repeats. His heart clenches. He wants—but he’d really meant to have this nightmare stuff down before they met again, so he wouldn’t find himself relying on Lan Wangji’s nearness. He’s not supposed to go back yet. But he’s so tired, and his will crumbles. “Yeah,” he says. “All right. Take me back to Gusu with you.”

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    08 Sep 2025

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    Life is a horror movie sometimes.

    You ignore all the warning signs. You end up standing there in the final scene, covered in blood, contemplating your life choices.

    Wei Ying is used to that.

    But it’s harder when you’re in love with your best friend.

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    10 Mar 2025

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    Humming in interest, Caleb sucks, slowly. Oh, it’s nice. It’s very nice. The suction is replaced by the smooth edges of teeth, distinctly felt as they drag over the flesh. There is the slide of wet lips and then the clink of teeth on metal. Ever so lightly, Caleb tugs at the star pendant that dangles from the softest part of his lobe.

    Hahhh—” Essek gapes, staring up at the wooden ceiling as he feels gravity flip deep within his belly. He blinks and wets his lips before he can speak again. “Light above. What are you doing to me?

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    07 Feb 2025

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    The guy is so stupid hot that Wei Ying doesn’t turn away in time. He can’t be absolutely sure, but he thinks the guy sees him sort of turned towards him. Not as bad as being caught outright staring at someone on the subway, except that it’s actually probably worse, because they’re in the cultivation gym’s locker room.

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    26 Oct 2024

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    Lan Zhan is—everything. Wei Wuxian looks at him, and he aches. And somewhere near the base of his neck, wrapped around the white bones of his spine, the little hitchhiking ghost whispers: wouldn't it be nice, if we had him all to ourselves? Wouldn't that be nice?

    That's the crux of it, really. Lotuses bloom for half the year. The sun sets in the west. Wei Wuxian wants Lan Wangji. And the ghost, too, wants Lan Wangji—but it wants much more than Wei Wuxian is willing to take.

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    Wei Wuxian picks up a parasite on his travels. It wouldn't be such a problem if it didn't listen to him so much.

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    24 Oct 2024

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    "It's not my fault, alright?"

    "I never said it's your fault."

    "Still you're mad at me."

    "Whom should I be mad at then? Our neighbors?"

    There's something about Lan Zhan being upset with him that never sits well with Wei Ying. It leaves him feeling wrong, unguarded, untethered. He does not like it, in the least bit, when Lan Zhan gets genuinely angry. He does not like fighting with his husband.

     

    or: Lan Zhan does not want to understand this time.

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    06 Jul 2024

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    There is a long silence. Not for the first time, Lan Wangji wishes he himself were an oracle so he could run the thousand simulations he is keeping like bees in his mouth, and see which one lands.

    I am sorry. I did not know. They told me you were executed. I watered your plants.

     

    Lan Sizhui goes missing. A desperate Lan Wangji enlists the help of an old classmate.

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    10 Dec 2023

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    Wei Ying and Lan Zhan were best friends in high school, until they weren’t.

    When they meet again, over a decade later, Wei Ying knows exactly what’s going to happen. Until he doesn’t.

    They’re normal people, navigating a normal friendship, except they’re not. Turns out, they never were.

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    27 Nov 2023

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    “What do you think about,” Wei Ying said aloud, before she could stop herself, before she could even think twice about the repercussions. “When you.” She finally found Lan Zhan’s eyes, molten in the low light, and swallowed in a tiny, audible gulp. “You know.”

    On Wei Ying, Lan Zhan’s gaze didn’t waver even a fraction.

    “Giving head,” she said.

    Wei Ying was certain she’d misheard. “Getting head?”

    “No,” said Lan Zhan.

    After a surprise party gone awry, Wei Ying surprises herself.

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    17 Oct 2023

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    “Granny Wen gave you a bachelorette party gift?” Lan Zhan asks as he opens the bag. His eyebrows go up and Wei Ying can’t help himself. He starts to laugh as Lan Zhan pulls out the gift.

    Sex dice.

    The most perfect, innocent sex dice you can ever imagine. Wei Ying loves them

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    13 Oct 2023

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    While not having excessive experience with friendship, Lan Zhan has gathered enough from outside sources to construct a concept of it in his head. He has spent an inordinate amount of time trying to fit Wei Ying into the friendship category, but all his attempts were unsuccessful; no matter how hard Lan Zhan tries, how much he analyses and overanalyses their friendship, how much he extends the limits of friendship in his head, whatever the two of them have developed, it reaches beyond those limits.

    Friends don’t call each other pet names in the tone Wei Ying does, friends don’t kiss each other’s cheek, forehead, neck or hand as tenderly as they do. Friends don’t say my Lan Zhan, with honey dripping from their lips. Of course, they are best friends, a label that’s bound to alter and expand the lines drawn around friendship, but Lan Zhan still does not understand. Which is the issue, as per usual. He does not understand what they really are. He’d be more than content with whatever little crumbs Wei Ying chose to give him, but Wei Ying keeps offering himself up on a plate, in a way he does not do with anyone else, and Lan Zhan does not understand the intention behind it.

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    28 Aug 2023

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    So what does it matter if Wei Ying is straight? If she has a boyfriend? Lan Zhan is not going to try and fuck her anyway... She’s really really not.

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    Or; Lan Zhan is a bartender at a strip club. Wei Ying is a stripper.

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    06 Aug 2023

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    "You were into him," Wei Ying repeats, then pauses pointedly, sharpening his resentment until it burns, consuming him from within. "More than you were into me."

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    The aftermath of a threesome.

    [This story is a standalone one shot, collected in a series for thematic reasons. No familiarity with other works in the series is required.]

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    28 May 2023

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    There is something building within Lan Wangji, no matter how desperately he tries to stifle it. A slow, burning desire which flares every time he catches a glimpse of black clothing, every time he hears the sound of a carelessly amused voice, every time their eyes meet and hold, and hold, and hold until he can barely breathe with it.

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    14 Apr 2023

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    "You've never had an orgasm?!"

    Both Wen Qing and Mianmian are watching Wei Ying with huge eyes, straws slipping out of their mouths. Wei Ying squirms in place, biting on her own straw. "It's not that big a deal, is it?"

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    23 Mar 2023

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