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Stand There, Looking Backwards (Half Unconcious From The Pain) by Nicotine_phantom
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
30 Dec 2025
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“I should go,” Eddie blurts out, standing up so quickly that the chair under him scrapes against the floor like nails on a chalkboard.
Just like that, the spell breaks, and Steve’s smile drops. His brow furrows incredulously. Standing as well, he says, “What? Why?”
If only Eddie could list the reasons.
Sorry Steve, I really thought you making sweet and passionate love to me meant something to you as it did to me, even a fucking modicum. You positively ripped my heart out of its cavity and jump-roped on its remains. Please excuse me so I can stagger out your front door and throw up into your mother’s rose bush.
(or: the morning after, and the days after that.)
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06 Jan 2026
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“I swear I ain’t a fag, Al,” Vincent whined, the words raw and frantic, soaked in every ugly thing the world had ever taught him about wanting this. “Swear on my mother, it’s just you. Every time I look at you I just wanna—”
or: New Orleans, 1920s; Al loses a bet to his buddy Vincent and has to wear drag. This Better Not Awaken Anything In Vinnie.
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- Part 1 of The Paradise Lounge
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04 Dec 2025
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A Good Disciple by Anonymous
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
11 Dec 2025
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“Please, Binghe, please, I need you, please,” A whimper comes from the door, relentless in its low, whining need.
Luo Binghe takes in a shuddering breath, the bright moon and falling snow casting Luo Binghe’s shadow over the floorboards as hands clench the tray of steaming food, teeth gritting with enough force he hears it reverberate throughout his skull.
Luo Binghe is a good disciple.
He will not break.
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- 26,797
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- 3/4
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11 Nov 2025
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When the flowers don’t work [DISCONTINUED] by HyacinthsTea
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
24 Oct 2025
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Sigma has very loud, very in love, very apologetic neighbours. He was always… stiff, in his acceptance of the flowers. It was nice, but he didn’t think the friendly couple next door realised that they didn’t need to win his forgiveness, more help him with his loneliness.
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02 Jul 2025
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Dazai Osamu is a teacher.
He's in his late twenties, he can't cook to save his life and he moved in with his boyfriend (the man of his dreams) three years ago.
They have everything: sweet mornings, breakfast together, shopping trips where they banter and decide what to eat for dinner.
It's the perfect mundane life, a beautiful friendship that bloomed into a gentle love.Life is not perfect. It never is.
Thankfully, sometimes, 'good' is good enough.“Have a nice day at work,” Chuuya says, waving. “Love you.”
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- English
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- 4,761
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03 May 2025
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“Ah - I see,” Chuuya folds both hands on the desk and raises an eyebrow. “Your name is?”
“His name is Dazai,” obnoxious businessman answers in his place, grating Chuuya's nerves. Here’s another man, treating omegas as though they’re barely human beings, answering for them, stealing their autonomy…
“Right. Dazai.” That’s when the brunette finally raises his head and makes eye contact and oh. He’s stunning.
Or;
Chuuya finds love in the tormented, deep brown eyes of one Osamu Dazai.
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- English
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- 56,873
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08 Feb 2025
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“What do I think?” He asks lightly.
“Yeah,” Dazai leans back a bit and presses a socked foot into Chuuya’s hip. “Don’t you wanna fuck me, Chuuya?” It’s asked innocently. It feels like jabbing a finger into an open wound.
Chuuya blows his smoke to the ceiling despite Dazai tilting forward and opening his mouth. Dazai makes a little tcht sound at him.
“You want to fuck me?” Chuuya asks.
Dazai doesn’t drop his eyes. “I trust you.” He repeats.
Chuuya had asked Dazai once how many times he thought you could break a person before they stopped trying to put themselves back together, stopped trying to pick up the pieces and left themselves shattered.
Depends how cruel you are, Dazai had answered after a long moment, you can still break pieces.
Chuuya is pieces and his edges are sharp.
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15 Jan 2025
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drawing blood by littleguanshan
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), League of Legends
30 Dec 2024
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“You’re going to make this cut worse,” Viktor comments quietly as he finally finishes cleaning his bloody lip. Jayce wants to make a joke about it not mattering when he has Viktor to dote on him, but he fears that might be the thing to banish him from the lab for the rest of the week so he keeps quiet. “Don’t do something so reckless again. Especially not for me.”
“You’re my partner,” Jayce tries to argue, not quite realising that while Viktor has finished cleaning up his face, he has yet to step away from his personal space. “I’m not going to let people talk about you like you didn’t co-invent hextech.”
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(or, Jayce gets injured in a fight and after an angry Viktor patches him up, he thinks of one way Jayce can make it up to him on top of his desk)
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- Part 2 of Jayvik NSFW
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05 Jan 2025
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You’re a Canary, I’m a Coal Mine by GenGonGinGun
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
29 Dec 2024
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“I’m a miserable man, angel,” Vander lamented, “my birdie doesn’t want to talk to me.”
(Or, Silco is giving Vander the silent treatment, so Vander takes matters into his own hands.)
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05 Jan 2025
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“No. No, Mike, can you hear me?” He nods, ever so slightly. It’s enough for Will. If he’s dying— if these are truly the last words that will ever be spoken between them— there’s only one thing he can say. “I love you. I’m in love with you, Mike, please. You can’t go. I love you so much,” Will whispers, cradling his body to his chest.
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Will confesses his feelings as Mike takes his last breaths— and then Mike decides to be a stubborn asshole about it and survives. Will is left to deal with the aftermath of his choice, navigating an awkward new friendship.
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05 Jan 2025
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There's no love here—not anymore.
Dazai returns to the Port Mafia, and Chuuya comes to terms with regrets.
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- 5/5
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22 Dec 2024
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What Is He Up To? by fleurdeserre for geronimoriver
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
24 Oct 2024
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“And why are you so cocky? Have something you wanna share with the class?” He finally looks away from the damn book meeting Chuuya’s a bit unfocused gaze.
Chuuya stretches his back a little—it hurts like a bitch, sixteen hours of sitting would do that to you—spreading his limbs as much and as comfortably as he can all over the bed. He probably looks like a satisfied cat with a belly full of milk getting ready for a nap. “Been there, done that,” he simply mutters, not an ounce of shyness in him. There’s no room left for it, all the shyness fled his body after 750 ml of red wine got into it.
OR: Chuuya is drunk and Dazai is definitely plotting something.
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05 Dec 2024
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It's not within Chuuya's life plans to get commited to a mental institution at age twenty two.
But after a particularly violent outburst ends in physical assault charges that threaten to land him in jail, Chuuya begrudgingly accepts the compromise of indefinite in-patient stay at Tenkai Sanatorium. He doesn't expect his time there to include the most infuriatingly intriguing person he's ever met. Or that he'll be forced to confront the demons he would much rather have left in the past.
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25 Nov 2024
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Chuuya rescues a puppy from the streets; saves it from the maws of death.
Dazai doesn’t care. Until he does. Maybe a bit too much.
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20 Nov 2024
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Where All Light Comes In by palecherrypeonies
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
16 Nov 2024
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“We had to let her go.” He whispered. Maybe to Gojo. Maybe to himself.
He only took three steps before Gojo’s voice stopped him in his tracks.
“We should kill the higher ups.”
Geto just sighed. “No, Satoru.” Because what would that even achieve?
He walked away before anything more could be said, heart bleeding with every step.
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everyone survives who was supposed to, things still somehow go awry.
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20 Nov 2024
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suds & snores by craisinsensation1029
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
16 Nov 2024
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“What are you doing out here?” Satoru questions, a slight whine in his voice, the desperation to have Suguru back in bed where he rightfully belongs seeping out.
“Good morning to you too, my love,” Suguru chuckles in lieu of giving an answer Satoru was looking for, the rasp of sleep still present in his voice.
“Yeah, yeah,” Satoru grumbles, squeezing his arms just slightly tighter. If this action somehow vacuum seals him to Suguru for the rest of his life, he wouldn’t have anything to complain about ever again. Better yet, it would be to his benefit because there would be no searching, no wondering and waiting; he’d have his favorite person by his side all the time. The silly thought now sounds like a perfect dream. “Good morning to you too. Come back to bed.”
Satoru asks Suguru to come back to bed; Suguru agrees.
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20 Nov 2024
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wish that I wasn't myself by flyingmonkiesattack
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
17 Nov 2024
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It’s not the gifts that sway him. It’s how pathetic Satoru looks, eyes rimmed red like he’s just finished crying.
It’s been a few weeks since they’ve last talked. They’re still together, technically. Neither of them had officially broken things of.
And Suguru – Suguru wants Satoru in his life. He needs to end things, he knows he does. But Satoru is so sweet, so good. He wants to kiss Satoru and make everything better, to keep him in his arms and never be apart again.
Satoru cries and begs and apologies. He doesn’t know what it’s like to it’s like to be part of the working class or what it’s like to be mentally ill or what it’s like to hate who and what you are. But he’ll try for Suguru.
He’ll do anything for Suguru.
Suguru, Satoru, and the things that come between them.
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20 Nov 2024
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Blueberry Skies (What We Lost Among The Sand) by HickorySwallowedTheSun
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
23 Feb 2026
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Still scratching at every syllable to leave him, attaching to every word until it stings the ears it crawls within. "There's no reason behind your life so why do I have to have a reason behind my death?" Heads tilt, bodies turn.
An arm reaches forward with nothing, with no one, to grab. With nothing but the wind to clasp cold fingers, sea-bitten and blue, as Chuuya's hand hovers between them close enough to grab the coat in his midst. Yet his fingers close into a weak fist, only to drop emptily to his side. "What if I give you a reason?" He shouts across the sand, body leaning forward with the yell that tethers a demon in place, Dazai pausing with the suggestion screamed so boldly.
"What if I give you a reason to live?
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Chuuya, Dazai, what it means to love someone enough to let them goBookmarked by wilrix
12 Nov 2024
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There's a rather fine vintage of red wine already uncorked, aerating next to a pair of pristine wine glasses on the coffee table. Further down the table there's a shape Chuuya vaguely recognizes as a carafe from one of his cabinets, filled with the stems of a bouquet of riotous colors and adding a faint hint of floral to the overall scent profile of the room. The music is easily traceable to the old stereo in the corner that Chuuya couldn't bear to look at for so long yet equally hated the thought of getting rid of. All of this, however, had nothing on the absolute vision that was Dazai Osamu sprawled so casually across his couch, as if he belonged there, as if he had never left.
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08 Nov 2024
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“You couldn’t hurt me if you tried.”
That’s untrue. The only covenant that strong in their Party lies squarely between their Bard and Ranger, and even then, the two often try to test its bounds. The only seal between Cleric and Paladin rests between hands and welcome, of vows in health and happiness. They would face the rest together.
Mike tips farther into his hand.
“Shall I start trying?”
Mike shrugs, which looks ridiculous, and reads Will absolutely clean.
“Go ahead.”
D&D Byler flirt for 3k words ft. Mike in a tree and some exhausted best friends.
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- Part 8 of For the heart
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07 Nov 2024