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    Scott Hunter doesn't come out. Ilya finishes packing for Moscow, goes to bed, and wakes up in the wrong universe. He finds his way back to Shane somehow.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    Guys moved for money, or for family. And if it was money, it wouldn't be to fucking Ottawa.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    SHANE: Ilya, I'm gay.
    ILYA: Yeah, not so gay you can't fuck Rose Landry.
    SHANE: Oh my god. It was like, twice. And both times were complete disasters. I'm not sure she's looking for a repeat performance.
    ILYA: Oh, disasters like how?
    SHANE: I'm not going into details.

    Shane goes into the details.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    “Hollander’s Metros have had a challenging few years, with back-to-back knee injuries and a concussion keeping the two-time Stanley Cup winner and Olympic gold medalist off the ice for three consecutive postseason runs. Hollander is apparently back to fighting trim, but everyone’s wondering if that will still be true come April. The Metros have promised that they’re behind their franchise star one hundred percent, but there are signs they might be hedging their bets. The Metros announced last week that they have penned a deal with San Francisco’s dynamic young Russian star, center Ilya Rozanov. The move has sent shockwaves through MLH, as San Francisco was widely expected to sign a contract extension with Rozanov, who became a restricted free agent in June.”

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Cloned from the same kernel of corn.

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    When Shane Hollander looks into the future he sees— not a flat sheet of ice, not that, not anymore, but something equally as empty.

    His backup plan was always to go to university. He hadn't thought he'd ever need it, not really. Especially not near the end, when everything felt so certain. But his grades were good, his mom made sure of that, so when he woke up in the hospital he already knew what he was going to do next. But after?

    There's a standard path people take, he knows, that comes after school. But when he tries to picture it, slot himself into the picket fence and the corporate overhead fluorescents, it disappears. Like it was never going to be real at all.

    (Or: after ending up at a jazz bar to celebrate the end of finals season, Shane Hollander finds himself where he never thought he'd be— in the orbit of NHL superstar Ilya Rozanov.)

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    14 Feb 2026

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