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    The past summer should have left Shane Hollander at his strongest. Married and heading into his second season with the Centaurs. But as training camp approaches, strange symptoms begin to follow him everywhere: nausea that comes and goes, crushing hunger, a tightening in his chest, an ache low in his back, and a quiet, growing sense that something in his body has slipped out of his control.

    Shane knows his body. He has always known it.

    And once the truth comes crashing in, he won’t be able to hide from anything anymore.
    Not from his teammates. Not from the season.

    Not from the family he didn’t know he was already carrying.

    Not even from Ilya.

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    hi i need more trans!shane hollander. and as a trans man who wants to get pregnant someday obviously i had to make shane pregnant. without him knowing though. sorry bb

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    “And why come back when so many are leaving Hawkins?”

    Will slowed without meaning to. The leaves under his shoes crackled. “I–”

    What should he tell this stranger that wouldn’t reveal the fact that his sister had superpowers and might actually be the only key to save this entire town from a monstrous maniac?

    “Well, everyone I know is here,” he murmured. “I couldn’t… just leave them.”

    The man hummed softly, then he lifted his head to scan over the woods, a faint whistle came from his lips, before his gaze landed onto Will again.

    “Maybe something here wanted you back.”

    Or, a fix-it fic modern-gothic take on Will Byers' story in Season 5 .

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    30 Dec 2025

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    The closet in the hall holds the thicker comforter that he sleeps with in the winter. Shane doesn’t recognize his own hands as he yanks it out from the top shelf, watching it tumble onto the floor and trail behind him as he hefts it into his bedroom, laying down on his bed and pulling it over him.

    He ducks his head underneath, blanketing his own sight in blue-tinted darkness. The ringing in his ears lessens, the ache behind his eyes softens. Shane knows what he’s done, but maybe if he just doesn’t think the word, it doesn’t have to be true. Maybe he can ignore all of these implications and keep doing what he’s been doing for so long, avoiding the change that looms over him like an executioner’s blade.

    The nest is still wrong.

    The realization makes his breath catch in his throat. Panic collapses like a dying star in his chest—not an outward explosion, loud and impossible to ignore, but a quiet implosion, the integrity of his choices quickly falling away in the face of instincts he’s been suppressing like this for five years.

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    Or, Shane and Ilya spontaneously bond. Neither of them are ready for the domino effect of consequences.

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    14 Dec 2025

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    Shane let out a put-upon sigh and stepped into Dr. Terry's office, closing the door behind him. “So, I was really nauseous this morning. Threw up a little. And Ilya is making me come talk to you about it.”

    Terry quirked an eyebrow at him. “Husband Ilya or Captain Rozanov?”

    “Both.”

    “Oof.” Terry gestured at him to take a seat. “You sure you’re not dying, bud?"

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    12 Dec 2025

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    Wu SuoWei is an alpha despite the incredulous looks he receives whenever he states his designation. Apparently, his scent, his build is not alpha-like. He scoffs at those comments but they have worn him down to the point of using scent blockers. Going through life as an unassuming beta is so much better, yet his girlfriend of 3 years breaks up with him.

    She leaves him for another alpha and then another richer one, Chi Cheng, that seems to want to ruin every opportunity SuoWei has. Well no matter, he can get back at them both. All he needs to do is seduce Chi Cheng. Them both being alphas might pose a challenge, but SuoWei doesn't mind. After all, what he'll reap will be worth it.

    Or, SuoWei is an alpha trying to get back his girlfriend by stealing her current alpha. It goes better than expected considering they're both alphas but because of that, they won't last long... right?

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    19 Oct 2025