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  1. Public Bookmark 36

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    It is disproportionately confusing, like showing up at his home address only to find a different house on the lot. It isn’t like that, though. No part of this should feel wrong.

    Noel’s fingers are touching his wrist. “John?”

    “It’s fine.”

    “You know,” Noel says, moving to get the bandages. “You’re only a little better at lying these days, daffodil.”

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    John nicks his finger while cutting fruit.

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    10 Dec 2025

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    what b
    Tyr fuck I can't do this sjit today

  2. Public Bookmark 14

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    John could not stop staring at hands.

    His, to be exact, and Arthur’s. The left hands.

    He supposed he could call them both his hands, but that felt… wrong. Or, not entirely wrong, but mostly wrong. Much as the grooves along Arthur’s palm— kept hidden and intimate within the hold of thin fingers— felt like an old home to John, he could not bring himself to leave his signature on the deed.

    Instead, over the days, his eyes kept tracing the line of fine bone across the back of the hand, following them to their ends to find the start of fine, dark splinters laced into flesh.

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    John has a body. Whose it is has yet to be determined.

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    10 Dec 2025

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    i'm normal.about the subject of this fic and there are no tears in my eyes oh my god

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    05 Nov 2025

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    yeah so immm losing it

  4. Public Bookmark 64

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    “Kai,” Jay says, voice thin, unfamiliar.

    Kai just hums again, keeps cutting, keeps working, keeps smiling, like nothing’s wrong, like everything’s fine, like Jay isn’t watching himself in the mirror and realizing, slowly, terribly, that the thing staring back at him is still just a little too slow, a little too still, a little too something else. And the worst part, the absolute worst part, is that it’s smiling. Just slightly.

    And the words he says next, he’ll blame on exhaustion, on tiredness, on isolation and the hunger that beats at him and crawls up his windpipe. “Am I too far gone?”

    In which Kai and Jay have a haircutting session.

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    27 Mar 2025

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    im in SHAMBLES WHAT IN THE WORLD???? HWAT DO I DO WITH THIS??????? WHAT DO I DO????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? MY HEAD IS IN MY HANDS MY JAW IS ON THE FLOOR AND I SHOULD'VE BEEN IN BED AN HOUR AGO BUT INSEAD IM LSING IT OVER THIS OML

  5. Public Bookmark 40

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    "I was just thinking that you aren't talking much."

    "...I'm talking to you now, aren't I?"

    "You are," Pippin admits. "But... you're not really saying anything, if you understand what I mean."

    The quest is over, and Merry is home, standing a whole foot taller than when he left. But with Frodo gone and Pippin coming of age, Merry isn't sure how he fits into anything anymore.

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    14 Dec 2024

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    this. FUCKING fic. nhrn.g..... hrnnnhg..h....................................my poor boys... hrngnh