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   Under My Skin by ppwtang

   Fandoms: มีสติหน่อยคุณธีร์ | Me and Thee (TV), We Are คือเรารักกัน | We Are (Thailand TV 2024), เพื่อนายแค่หนึ่งเดียว | Never Let Me Go (TV 2022), ปลาบนฟ้า | Fish Upon The Sky (TV), Thai Actor RPF  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   25 Feb 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Pond Naravit Lertratkosum/Phuwin Tangsakyuen
   • Pond Naravit Lertratkosum
   • Phuwin Tangsakyuen
   • Santa Pongsapak Oudompoch
   • Joong Archen Aydin
   • Aou Thanaboon Kiatniran
   • Friends With Benefits
   • Band Fic
   • Alternate Universe - Rock Band
   • Rock Stars
   • tattoo artist phuwin tang
   • bassist pond naravit
   • Shameless Smut
   • Smut
   • Anal Sex
   • Morally Ambiguous Character
   • Moral Ambiguity
   • both of them are red flags
   • Vocalist Phuwin
   • Composer Pond
   • Violent Sex
   • Sexual Violence
   • Cheating
   • Face Slapping
   • Light BDSM
   • Greedy Behaviour
   • Crying During Sex
   • Casual Sex
   • Humiliation
   • Degradation
   • Belonging kink
   • Philosophy
   • Musical References
   • References to Addiction
   • Smoke kiss
   • so many musical philosophical tattoo references
   • Toxic Relationship
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Hate Sex
   • Rough Sex
   • Dubious Consent
   • Choking
   • Breathplay
   • Biting
   • Marking
   • Rimming
   • Unsafe Sex
   • Substance Abuse
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Dark Romance

   Summary

   "You are my abyss, Pond. And Nietzsche says, 'If you gaze long into an abyss, the abyss also gazes into you.'"

   "I'm not just gazing, Sparrow," Pond whispered, biting the tip of his nose. "I am the abyss itself. And you keep jumping, knowing you'll crash to the bottom."

   ...

   Pond Naravit is the chaos, a rock star held together by ink, adrenaline, and violence. Phuwin Tang is the order: a meticulous tattoo artist with a "perfect" life and a hidden addiction to being ruined. When a scandal threatens to destroy his band, Pond seeks the only relief he knows: Pain. And Phuwin is the only canvas willing to bleed for him.

   A story about mutual destruction and the dirty secret of being a "Ghost Track."

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   164,683

   Chapters:

   13/17

   Comments:

   229

   Kudos:

   512

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   23 Jan 2026