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"Ilya had loved him through his worst moments. Ilya had helped him find a therapist when he’d collapsed on the floor of their hotel bathroom after losing a particularly brutal game, scratching at his chest. Ilya had held him, even when Shane yelled at him because there was panic crawling under his skin and he felt as though it might claw its way out. Ilya had told him it was okay; that it didn’t make him a bad player to resent the spotlight sometimes, that it didn’t make him a bad teammate to hate the team when they were too loud and too drunk and too physical, that it didn’t make him a bad person to need space to breathe. Ilya saved him.
And look what you give him in return. You’re a shitty husband, Shane Hollander.
You don’t deserve his last name."
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content warnings: discussion of mental health, depiction of a panic attack, depiction of invasive medical procedure, depiction of violence (generally non-graphic), use of hate speech, depiction of a hate crime
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17 Feb 2026
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Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.
The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.
It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.
There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.
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Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.
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15 Feb 2026
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Two lines. Two little lines were enough to send him reeling. Robby knew what those two little lines meant. Positive.
When Robby falls ill, he makes the decision to protect the ones he loves - no matter the cost.
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- Part 1 of The Pitt, The Pain, The Plot
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29 Jan 2026
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It’s winter in Hawkins, and Mike and Will aren’t speaking anymore. Living in Mike’s house, Will tries to be invisible, spending most of his time in the basement.
Then the power goes out — and if there’s one thing he dreads more than facing Mike, it’s the cold.
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Seven nights in which Mike and Will have to sleep in the same bed, even though they’re barely friends anymore.
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22 Dec 2025
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He closed his eyes and took a deep breath in, surrounding himself in nothing but Eddie. Steve was somewhere safe now. There wasn’t anyone here who wanted to cut him up or tear him down. It was just Eddie. Loving, sweet, wonderful, Eddie.
“Poor, Sunshine. Still, this is what you get for working minimum wage,” Eddie teased.
Steve’s vision went white.
--------------Steve has spent his whole life trying to learn how to take a joke, trying to figure out how to not take everything so personally. His first big fight with Eddie shows him he might not be the only one struggling
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12 Nov 2025
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Jim is starting to put it together. The waiting all day to eat. The bruise on his jaw. The lack of money for food. God, the kid probably walked six miles to get here.
Jim isn't stupid, he can connect the dots. But Jim also knows when not to push things. When not to rock the boat. When sometimes, even if it pains him, helping someone can be a lost cause.
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or How family isn't always blood and love comes in more ways than one.(or Steve Harrington getting the care he deserves, even if it does take a little while.)
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12 Nov 2025
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the light in the darkest depths of the sea (why can't i hold on?) by AchillesComeHome
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types
02 Feb 2024
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Alternate Title: let the sea take me and drown all my sorrows
He’s sinking down, and down and down. His throat burns from the seawater aggravating the soreness of it. The water carries him down, or maybe that’s him. He doesn’t know. He lets the sea take him. Maybe she’ll give him the peace he’s never truly had. Maybe she’ll let him rest for once. So he drifts, throat choking and burning with tears, eyes focused on the dimming light above him. Maybe this was his fate all along - to be swept away by the sea to a place even his father can’t find him. And maybe, he’s okay with that. Maybe he can sleep now.
Or in which Percy Jackson has given up, but Poseidon has not.
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02 Nov 2025
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blanket forts and running shoes by Perlmutt
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Iron Man (Movies), Captain America (Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
21 Feb 2023
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Peter is eight years old. He loves Pokémon, pancakes, and blanket forts. His favorite pastime is helping his dad in his workshop. He might not have a mom, but that's okay. He's got his dad after all.
But then Tony brings /him/ home. Steve.
Steve is nice. He can cook. He makes his dad laugh.
Peter decides that he will not like him. He won't allow this Steve-guy to steal his dad.Steve and Tony didn't get that memo.
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- Part 35 of All the Stony Oneshots
- Part 10 of bingo, bingo, bingo - all the stony bingo fills
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23 Oct 2025
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Close Quarters in Closets: Prompt - Quiet Sex (Merlin/Arthur) by Totallyashipper
Fandoms: Merlin (TV)
18 Oct 2025
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Snippet "Tut, that manservant is useless, does he not tidy up my son's clothes? I don't why Arthur keeps him around"
Uther was now standing in front of the very wardrobe they were both in now. And of course Arthur thought this the perfect time to reposition his arm to reach down and circle Merlin's weeping cock with a loose fist. The bastard. With head thudding silently back on the built shoulder did he feel a smirk pressing against his cheek.
Uther sighed heavily nearby "Bedsheets a mess too"
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19 Oct 2025
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Just Wanted Some Company, Broke the Sharpener in Two by spacemine
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
03 Oct 2025
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Peter could feel his hands shaking as the gravity of what he had just done set in. Months of work, and he had thrown it all away in one stupid night. What the hell had he just done?
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It's been a few months since Tony discovered the blade in the back of Peter's phone case, and after a lot of tears and a lot of hard work he's finally doing better. But recovery isn't a straight line, and everyone has bad days. Peter relapses for the first time in a while.
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- Part 2 of An Escape to Me
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05 Oct 2025
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When a conversation around the campfire one night turns to the topic of dirty talk during sex, the knights proceed to try and outdo one another at it, yielding some truly hilarious attempts. Merlin's roped in after a fashion because the knights reckon it'd be golden to hear Merlin talking dirty, only Merlin turns out to have the filthiest mouth in their company, getting everyone squirming barely minutes into his session.
Arthur's more affected than he'd like to admit, and finds he can't stop thinking about it later even in the tent that he's sharing with Merlin...
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29 Aug 2025
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Stars on the Water by liketolaugh
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan
16 Oct 2022
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"I dunno, I just think it would make a lot of things easier for a lot of people," Percy said to Thalia, when she just stared at him. His cheek rested in his hand, a rare pensive look leaving his eyes distant and unfocused. "Mom has Paul now, so it’ll be easier on her if she doesn’t have to worry about me mucking things up. Dad won’t have to keep threatening war every time Zeus gets his toga twisted. The prophecy’s done, so I won’t be bringing it down on Nico. And no one will have to worry about me blowing up another volcano."
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- Part 1 of Constellations
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01 May 2025
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Unstable Ground by J0j046
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel
02 Apr 2025
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When Morgan is born Tony makes a promise to himself, Peter will never feel like anything but his son. Unfortunately, promises are often broken, however, not always with such devastating consequences.
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Morgan almost gets hurt when falling while Peter is watching her. Peter saves her, but Tony freaks out and initially blames Peter. This leads Peter to feel uncertain and insecure. What Tony doesn’t know is that Peter got hurt in protecting Morgan…
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10 Apr 2025
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the stone-filled sea by yukla
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
25 Aug 2020
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He forgets how quickly Wei-qianbei changes faces, sometimes. Like pulling a theater mask over a bruise—color over color, a diversion with the swipe of his hand.
Lan Sizhui navigates a world that hates his father, one endless wave at a time.
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04 Mar 2025
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hence the balloons by iron_spider_suit
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
08 May 2020
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“What does that mean? Au-tis-tic,” Morgan asked, stumbling over the pronunciation, looking from one adult to the other.
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Morgan’s birthday party leads to some important and long delayed conversations.
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09 Jan 2025
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Believing Regulus sold him out again, Sirius says some hurtful things and pushes his brother away. With the advent of Lucius Malfoy's visit to the Black family after years, this is a bad time for a rift between the brothers.
In hindsight Sirius wishes he'd seen all the signs of how Lucius has been hurting his brother.
In hindsight Sirius wishes he'd never ignored and pushed away Regulus. Maybe he would have seen it then.
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03 Jan 2025
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1, 2, 3, 4, I Declare a Thumb War by 120write (Alwayswaitingforthenextchapter)
Fandoms: นิทานพันดาว | A Tale of Thousand Stars (TV)
21 Sep 2024
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"If you start to feel unwell-"
"Doc, I know!" Tian places his hands firmly on Nam's shoulders. "I come straight to you."
"That's right. And if you don't-"
"You'll tell the chief and the kids that I'm not looking after myself."
In which Tian makes promises he can't keep, Phupha's busy and Nam is exhausted.
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16 Dec 2024
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Things had been going well, Eddie thought so at least, so why had Steve been pulling away. Eddie's an omega on a mission, break into Steve's and find out what's up with the alpha.
Nothing could wrong, could it?
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- Part 2 of My ST Threads from Twitter
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12 Dec 2024
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the things that make it warm by nico_klaus
Fandoms: Shadow and Bone (TV), Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo
01 Mar 2024
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"What are you doing?" Wylan asks.
"Making tea."
Wylan opens his mouth and closes it again. He doesn't know how to respond to that. Kaz Brekker, Dirtyhands, bastard of the barrel, is in the kitchen in the middle of the night, wearing his pyjamas and making tea for Wylan.
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Wylan has a nightmare and Kaz, in a very un-kaz-like fashion, makes tea for them both
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08 Dec 2024
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oh summer child (you don't have to act like all you feel is mild) by nico_klaus
Fandoms: Young Royals (TV 2021)
06 Jul 2024
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He knew, he knew, he fucking knew it was only a matter of time, he knew it would happen but fuck, he isn't ready.
All the air in the room feels like it's become ice, trapping Wille so he can't move an inch. It's like time stops, leaving the two boys staring at each other as the silence becomes thicker than honey.
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Simon finds out about Wille’s sh.
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08 Dec 2024