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Sweet, Sweet Fantasy by ghostingwounds (vacillatortears) for mariachiseoks
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
11 Feb 2026
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"Where do you do your maid laundry?"
"Here, duh. It's way easier than hauling it home at midnight. Plus, it was a calculated measure I had to take for you not to find out my secret job."
"Really? Then how come I found this in my pile of clothes?" Soobin pulls out a black lace thong from his pocket. Holding it up close to his nose like the animal he is. Nobody's died from shame.
Taehyun stares back, horrified as he scrambles to get the panties out of Soobin's hands, "T-that's not part of the outfits, just for personal use."
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Soobin snoops around Taehyun's room and finds an expansive collection of maid dresses in his closet.
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Cyanotype Lover by vacillatortears for mariachiseoks
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
05 Feb 2026
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Soobin's eyes are black as night, the corners of his lips are sharp, but his dimples smooth down his smile. He kisses with his eyes closed, while pressing his body against Taehyun's like he's driving a crash test car. And his hands are as slender as his body, but still large and looming. His tongue traces around the sharpness of Taehyun's incisors meticulously, marking an invisible path inside of him.
Taehyun grows hungry again.
"You're so cute, kitten…" Soobin whispers touching his lips, he tries to dive in for another kiss, but Taehyun pulls back. Soobin's chocolate scent sours slightly from his reaction.
A nervous laugh escapes him, "No, I'm not."
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Stop Waiting (A Tiny Fire Called Desire) by vacillatortears
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
05 Dec 2025
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Every movement brings him closer to that sweet edge where the pleasure cancels out the deep-seated fatigue embedded in his bones. Where he is completely one with Soobin and all his worries about the future melt away. A little slice of heaven that bleeds right at the center of his heart. That for a split second, makes him wonder if the other feels the same as him.
Instead of fighting it, Beomgyu succumbs completely under his touch.
"Say it," Soobin grunts into his ear, still at the brutal pace he set earlier.
"Mm— Yours." He gasps, one of Soobin's telltale signs of nearing completion is possessiveness.
"That's right. You're mine, so fucking mine."
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Keep Your Eyes on Me (Baby Don’t Freeze) by ghostingwounds (vacillatortears)
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
23 Oct 2025
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"Are you doing this on purpose?" Kai nuzzles his nose between the right side of his neck, placing small kisses.
"I don't know what you're talking about." He feigns ignorance.
"The shorts, the grinding, the slightly erotic movie, the fake innocence…"
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Earlier, he made sure to pick out the shortest shorts in his closet, and with the way that he's been hitting the gym lately, it is a surefire way to tempt Kai into his trap.
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Of Liminal Spaces and Thorns by vacillatortears
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
18 Oct 2025
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"Do you regret us? Do you regret me?" Kai feels so small when he asks both questions.
"Sometimes I do..." Taehyun gives him a sad smile, he might be the one lying on the hospital bed, but we all know who holds the knife.
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Taehyun and Kai haunt each other years after their messy friend group and civic duty tore them apart.
They're not even singing different parts of the same song anymore. They're in two completely different worlds, waiting to see who will cave in first.
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"That’s what’s been bothering you all this time, then?” Soobin asked against the skin of his neck. “Age?”
The smug, cooing edge in the alpha's voice rubbed him the wrong way, and oh, how he wanted to beat some sense into the alpha.
“Listen, pup,” Yeonjun gritted through his teeth instead, holding onto the edge of the table to refrain himself from actually punching Soobin’s pretty face and tuning out the alpha's scent to keep an edge to his voice, “I’m not sure if you know how it works, but the older I get, the harder it’ll be for me to give you an heir.”
or: the older omega Yeonjun/younger alpha Soobin arranged marriage au no one asked me to write.
Bookmarked by vacillatortears
01 Mar 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
the tension was thicker than soobin’s butt 🙂↕️
okay but on a serious note i love this so much, it’s perfect and i have nothing but praise !! 🤭🤭💗💗💗 -
paris but make it (silly) us by roxyshortcake for accquarius
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
06 Oct 2025
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“Bin-ah.” He lets some silence settle between them. “What are you doing now?”
“I’m watching the city.” Soobin misses Yeonjun in a theatrical, silly way. Not physically, but he wishes they could be looking at the tower together. His feelings seem unfair to himself, a hint of betrayal hiding beneath. Why can’t he just enjoy things?
Yeonjun hums. “Me too,” he says, his voice gentle. “I was just watching it on the balcony when you called, and I was thinking about how it feels a bit distant, cold.” His tone is calm, secure, an anchor for Soobin. “But then you called, and it’s suddenly warmer.”
Series
- Part 3 of love is a (pathetic) game
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A story in which:
- Soobin is painfully aware of how pathetic he is
- Yeonjun is an expert at exploiting it
- Feelings get involved whether they like it or notSeries
- Part 2 of love is a (pathetic) game
Bookmarked by vacillatortears
28 Feb 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
who else eating the yeonbin meal tonight ??
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Later, Beomgyu will ask Yeonjun one last time. He'll receive the answer he already knows is inevitable, and they'll put the conversation away for another day. It won't be the last time, and they'll both know it.
(Beomgyu knows love, and he knows Yeonjun. Somewhere along the line, the two had become all tangled up in his brain, and it's impossible to tell where one ends and the other begins.)
Bookmarked by vacillatortears
26 Feb 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
definitely don’t read this while listening to radiohead’s fake plastic trees on loop …
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pathetically in love with you by roxyshortcake
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
15 Jul 2025
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Yeonjun has always had Soobin in a tight grip. Whatever Yeonjun said, did, or asked - Soobin would agree, embarrassingly quick and pathetically easy, all because he is in love. But now, Soobin has a new weapon. Days and nights of relentless training have finally paid off, he's got abs. And Yeonjun isn’t shy about showing his interest.
Soobin thinks this is his chance to turn the tables.
Spoiler: it absolutely was not.
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- Part 1 of love is a (pathetic) game
Bookmarked by vacillatortears
24 Feb 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
pathetic soob lovers and loser yeonjun enjoyers… this one’s for us 🚬🙂↔️ i just did 8 cartwheels in my bedroom