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Mafuyu and Ritsuka's first time, and all the fear and discovery that goes along with it.
One of his boyfriend’s hands came off his knee, and combed Ritsuka’s bangs off his forehead. Then his fingers traced the side of Ritsuka’s face. His touch was so kind, so sweet. His eyes were so open, so loving. “Talk to me.”
“About what?” Ritsuka whispered.
“Whatever’s going on in here.” Mafuyu’s fingers went back into his hair, running through the wet strands, untangling the parts where they’d twisted up on themselves like earbud wires in a pocket.
“I’m scared.”
There was a pause, as Mafuyuu waited for him to keep going. What more was there to say? That was the loudest voice in his brain right now. Every other instrument was muted.
“It won’t hurt.”
“That’s not what I’m afraid of.” His fear was of a different kind of pain. The emotional kind. But that was hard to put into words. He started with what he knew, which is what he didn’t know. “I don’t know what I’m doing.”
“That’s alright,” Mafuyu said. His voice was just like his fingers, petting Ritsuka so nicely. Soothing, peaceful. “We’re going to figure it out together.”- Language:
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03 Jan 2025
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So sweet holy shit- realistic? I think?