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Jack’s face is red and scrunched up in the middle of a loud cry, and Castiel feels like a piece of incandescent coal has nudged its way into her heart and made itself home. Her own eyes are suddenly, inexplicably welled up with tears, and she looks up, vision blurry, to find Deanna in front of her, lowering herself to her knees.
“Deanna,” the word comes out choked up, “Dee, look.”
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you can ebb and i can flow (we'll take it slow) by thisisluz
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
10 Dec 2020
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Phil used to close his eyes, press the tip of his nose to Dan’s cheek, and tried not to get too choked up with emotion. He still does the same thing, except now it’s the cold pillow he presses his face into while drowning in his too-empty bed, and thinks how Dan feels more and more like a stranger with each passing day.
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we must try again. by failedperimeterescape (awritersneverland)
Fandoms: Twenty One Pilots
01 Dec 2025
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Tyler tries to hide his relapse from Josh.
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02 Dec 2025
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Josh decided that he loved everything about this band. Well, no, that wasn’t quite true. He loved everything about it, except that he wasn’t part of it.
In which Josh goes to see twenty one pilots for the first time, and finds that he can't seem to tear his eyes away from the lead singer.
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26 Nov 2025
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“No offense,” Josh replied, unfolding his arms. “But the straightest thing about me is my middle finger.”
In which the summer before college becomes the summer of Tyler, and Josh learns how to care.
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26 Nov 2025
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Not everyone can afford to drop everything for a two-man band in it's infancy. So for three weeks, across the belly of the country, Josh and Tyler are forced to tour alone. Just the two of them.
They do okay.
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25 Nov 2025
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watching terrariums by wiccamoody for chiridotalaevis
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
24 Dec 2019
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They’re silhouetted against the gloomy grey London sky, light only touching the high points of their faces, illuminating their eyes. They look carved from marble, and by someone who is really able to capture love.
Or, Dan and Phil in 2019, told through two perspectives at two different times.
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13 Apr 2025