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She’s clear as day through the bay windows of the restaurant they’re passing, tucked into a booth, and equally, tucked into Lisa. They’re on the same side of the table, half-empty wine glasses in hand, and she’s leaned back against Lisa in a way he’s never seen her with other friends. His heart jumps to his throat.
Picks up somewhere in late 2023 and imagines how things may have gone had Peter chosen a bit of ethical non-monogamy, rather than Leaving On A Boat, as the cure for his feelings of stagnation.
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Carla’s still not looking at her, is snatching up her coat and stalking toward the door, and Lisa wants to scream, wants to say— look at me! you’re the only one who can see me! please!— and knows that if Carla will not look at her now, no one ever will.
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When they finally find their way back to one another, they do so each with their pockets emptied inside out and their palms outstretched, uttering to one another on a constant loop— you’re safe here— as they take their clothes off for each other to see.
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Carla replayed it in her mind over and over— the cold look on Lisa’s face as she’d told Carla to go, the blame she had spat in Carla’s face. It was impossible to reconcile this with her love, her life, the Lisa who had held her hand all those months ago and told her she was never going anywhere.
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Lisa ends things seemingly for good after Rob takes them hostage and Betsy is shot. It turns Carla’s life upside down and sends her on a journey of self-exploration as she’s forced to confront the relationships that mean the most to her and the ways Lisa has changed her for good. But it's never over til it's over...
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She’s come to realize, now, that this is exactly what Lisa wants— what she’s been asking for this whole time— more, and more, and more. She wants too much, wants too hard, and too fast. She wants it to feel so good that it hurts.
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She breaks her gaze away from the ceiling, gathering the courage to turn her head. Lisa is clearly lost in her own thoughts, her eyes flitting back and forth across the room, jaw clenching in quick succession. In the morning light, Carla is able to make out the dark shine of something on her lower lip.
“You’re bleeding.”
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- Part 3 of this must be the place
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28 Sep 2025
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“You’re mine,” Carla growls. “You’re mine.”
(She isn’t.)
(She never was.)Bookmarked by sxr
31 Oct 2025
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Carla is standing there, dark in her signature look and eyes full of expression. She is the opposite of death and nothing like the people who have turned to mere memories, and Lisa can’t help but be drawn to her, desperately clinging to her charm as a way to forget everything else.
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Lisa's story from losing her wife to finding something new with Carla. But is it already too late to heal what's haunting her?
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02 Jun 2025
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Ava and Deb on the road. It only takes Ava losing a tooth for them to finally realise what's going on between them
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17 Apr 2025
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Ava navigates her grief through finding a new dynamic with Deborah
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17 Apr 2025