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    Ilya recalls his mother in fragments: her voice, gentle in his ear; her curls, warming his cheeks as she wrapped him in an embrace; the way her eyes crinkled, as she brushed his hair back and said, “You are getting so tall now, Ilyusha. What am I going to do about my very tall bear?”

    Ilya Rozanov has never belonged to anyone but himself. An Ilya character study, tracing canon events.

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    “Lily,” Hayden says automatically. “You know about Lily?”

    Something flickers across Rozanov’s face. His jaw twitches. “Yes, I know about Lily.” He raises his eyebrows.

    Hayden feels like a complete asshole, all of a sudden. There’s just been too much going on to even think about Shane’s mystery girlfriend. “Shit, I should probably, like, call her, or something? I don’t know this girl at all, but Shane’s been obsessed with her for years. If she was watching the game, she would have seen him get hurt.”

    “You don’t need to call her,” Rozanov says, and when Hayden glances at him, he still looks fucking miserable but now he’s rolling his eyes, a much more familiar expression of disdain on his face. “She’s sitting right here.”
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    Hayden Pike and Ilya Rozanov are waiting for Shane to wake up after he took a bad hit on the ice. They get to talking.

    Chapter 2: Ilya and Shane talk about what it means, now that someone knows their secret.
    Chapter 3: Shane and Hayden hash out the big reveal.
    Chapter 4: Ilya tells Svetlana the big secret.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    It’s winter in Ottawa and Ilya has hunkered down in his big, empty mansion to weather a nasty flu. Then his phone buzzes.

    — Guardian™ Security Alert: Movement detected at front door
    — (1) Missed Call: Yuna Hollander

    Or: The Hollanders have a new son to take care of. Ilya has no idea what’s going on.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    Shane slides onto the bar stool next to him. Elbow-to-elbow. In public, in the light of day, in front of everyone else in the bar. He doesn’t even hesitate. Ilya hadn’t thought Shane would be that brave.

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    Shane settles into himself. Ilya spirals.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    On his worst days, when he felt at his lowest, he was reminded of his mother. When the world comes crashing down around him, when he feels like he’s drowning in how impossible everything is, he knows he is his mothers son, and understands why she couldn’t take it any longer.

    When he was younger he had wished he could carry all his mothers sadness for her, take all the hurt she had to bear and bear it himself. He thinks some days that he got his wish, and when she left him that day she left all her sadness with Ilya.

    There was nothing he could say that wouldn’t be entirely too little, when the feeling itself was all encompassing. Ilya loved his mother, and she died, and now he has to hold that love in his heart forever, with nowhere else to put it. It hurt to hold on to, weighed him down and made his chest feel heavy. What else was he supposed to do? He could never put it down.

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    12 Jan 2026