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People help the people. by startimess
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
12 Aug 2025
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Gwyn, a psychology student haunted by events from her past, is finishing her studies at Velaris University, trying to survive day to day with the support of her friends. When she meets the charmingly melancholic Professor Shadow, who teaches Forensic Psychology, her world is no longer about surviving and accepting, but about living everything she'd forbidden herself.
This is for gwynriel weeks 2025. !!
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"As long as I exist, Gwyneth Berdara, you will always be worshipped as a Goddess."
“It turns out, Azriel, that I don’t need to be worshipped. I only need you.”
gwynriel one shot.
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you came back as the underdog by buries
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, WandaVision (TV), The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
27 Dec 2025
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"I want to be there now," Bucky continues, his gaze burning into her profile. "If you’ll let me."
Running her tongue along her teeth, Wanda wipes her fingers hard against the skin beneath her eyes. They come back wet. She looks up at the clear blue sky and runs her hand down the line of her tightening throat. "I don’t need any help."
"I know," he says. His gaze remains set on her profile. "Maybe I need help."
Smiling a small, incredulous smile, she shakes her head and still doesn’t look at him. "I don’t know how to help anyone."
He chuckles. "You think I do?"
Wanda looks at him, her smile widening. Brushing her hair behind her ear, she bites on her bottom lip and looks out to her lake. Even that lacks the answers she seeks.
"Maybe we can learn together," he says, his gaze drops away from her profile for only a moment. Wanda doesn’t look at him despite wanting to. His expression is too hopeful, his heart beating too rapidly. "No pressure, of course."
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After the events of Westview, Wanda’s content to isolate herself away from the rest of the world in Sokovia. Unfortunately for her, Bucky has other plans.
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- Part 1 of underdog
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08 Feb 2026
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˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚spotify: misaligned
a mix of everything taekook: overthinking, pining, denial, sexual tension, hurt and comfort & a sprinkle of delusional canon references (dont take my word for it idk if its how it happened)
bonus: misunderstandings cause we love a good amount of idiots not communicatingor
a taekook canon au where jungkook knows love only in the form of kim taehyung, annoyingly beautiful, dangerously affectionate
and tragically straight. (or??)
it gets progressively worse when jungkook finds out he might not be
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30 Aug 2025
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If we weren't broken by Jin_Art369 for TrashforGwynriel (TrashForAzriel)
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
22 Aug 2025
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Gwyn grapples with PTSD and the fact that she has a mate who might never fall for her.
Azriel still wrestles with the deep-seated feeling of unworthiness.Two parts of one soul.
Broken by life's trials.What happens when they come together?
Can they recognize one another amid the ruins?
Can they piece back what was once whole?
Or will they remain lost in their own shattered selves? -
On My Radar by VikingMagic_33
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
19 Jul 2022
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After a difficult training session, Az agrees to assist Gwyn in overcoming her physical triggers. He is more than a little shocked and intrigued by the explicit nature of her experiments.
How will this new dynamic impact their friendship?
Will they finally have a chance to heal?
Will they find a way to work together to serve their Court?
What secret has Gwyn been keeping and what secrets have been kept from her?WARNINGS: PTSD Flashbacks, Fear of Home Invasion, and Memories of Childhood Trauma and Abuse are all discussed. No explicit descriptions of abuse/violence.
Explicit rating for SMUT, of which there is plenty. Adults only please.
Art by @artofseda on Instagram, commissioned specifically for this fic.
Also check out In The Name of Science (a POV Gwyn novella) and The Fox and Alice (POV Elain and Lucien novella).Series
- Part 1 of In The Name of Science
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04 Jun 2025
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Starlit Revelations by demandingrotgoddess
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
29 May 2025
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Set about 2 years after ACOSF. Az and Gwyn have a moment at Starfall. Azriel comes to a realization.
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30 May 2025