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    But that was the problem. Neil, the hotels, the shows, the sex – none of it was supposed to ever be serious.

    It was just an unfortunate reality that now he had to deal with Neil looking at him like that. Not sad, not hurt, just a shuttered up expression. A blank space that had been practiced to the point of perfection over the years spent in an abusive household. Andrew would know – Neil had told him all about his past over the eight months they had been hooking up.

    It meant nothing.

    “My bad. I know not many people know about this, I should have thought that through before-”

    “There is no this”

    The expression smoothed out even further, and Andrew felt a knife twist in his gut. It was Neil’s turn to scoot over more, and Andrew watched as the chasm between them grew another couple of inches. A little more and Neil would be out of reach.

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    The monsters are in a band, Neil plays exy with Jean, and Kevin is the Foxes biggest fan.
    (Andrew meets Neil at a show one night and becomes obsessed. Too bad he has commitment issues)

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    20 Oct 2025

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    Нил дал три обещания матери перед её смертью: никому не раскрывать свою личность, продолжать бежать и ни за что не использовать магию отца. Однако ему приходится нарушить каждое, чтобы защитить свою новую семью, а в последствии и весь мир, хочет он того или нет.

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    25 Jun 2024

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    It's senior year.

    Andrew has a car that doesn't run and a secret (boyfriend?) with secrets of his own.

    Neil and his brothers are just safe enough that Neil can maybe, for the first time, have something he really wants.

    Why talk about it, though, when you can make out instead?

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    01 Jun 2024

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    "Finders keepers" Andrew said slowly, turning his head to glare at Neil's siblings "losers weepers"

    .................

    Neil keeps getting lost and Andrew keeps finding him.

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    31 May 2024

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    Remus and Sirius just moved in together. Their friends get a hold of Sirius' Family Photos and decide to play Smash or Pass - until James sees pictures of a particularly beautiful young man. He immediately wants to meet him, and vows to marry him.
    Much to Sirius' horror, this man isn't some distant, long-dead cousin but his brother.
    Much to James' delight, this brother is coming to Sirius' housewarming party at the end of the week.

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    23 Apr 2024