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Atsushi was alive and felt himself ascending with his feet still on the ground.
Atsushi isn’t quite sure if that moment could be called a beginning or an end. To him, it was both and neither.
When he had awoken the following afternoon, Kai was gone. Atsushi would find the green bag in his pocket the following night and wouldn’t hesitate before reaching in.
-- Atsushi struggles with addiction after being introduced to drugs between getting kicked out from the orphanage and finding Dazai.
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19 Jul 2025
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This is such an original way to think of Atsushi's few weeks spent on the streets, and I love how it was represented. Seeing Atsushi and how he feel into the start of an addiction, then Dazai noticing it having delt/dealing with one himself, wanting to help but not knowing exactly how to, with Atsushi himself knowing it's no good for him yet knowing it makes him feel better in the moment,, its just,, ahh,, really well written!!
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if you saw the inside of me for more than a minute you would not want to hold me by SmellsLikeDeanSpirit
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
12 Sep 2023
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Horror formed in the pit of Dazai's stomach as he watched Atsushi’s hands transform into claws. He watched as those claws started dragging bloody caverns down the hollows of Atsushi’s throat.
Still, Atsushi was screaming, even as Dazai ran forward. The boy had flinched at his touch but now Dazai had no choice, trying his best to ignore the painful twist in his chest at Atsushi’s pleading cries to please please, don’t touch me. Don’t touch me. Don’t touch- as he slapped his hands around Atsushi’s claws, activating No Longer Human without a second's delay.
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“Who am I?” Dazai asked. “Who am I to you?”
“You’re-” Atushi faltered, “You’re Dazai Osamu, leader of the Port Mafia. You’re my boss,” there was another pause, “And you’re supposed to be dead.”
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Or the one where BEAST! Atushi is transported into canon by a rogue ability user and the ADA comes face-to-face with what could have been.
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24 Feb 2026
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CRYING<33 So so good. Right proportion of attempt at comfort for all the pain, it all feels super in character and so gut wrenching my poor boy Atsushi I'm so sorry my baby i want to hug you sm
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Call. That’s what he should do. Dial a number, never mind which one as long as it connects on the first try, and tell someone where he is and what the voices inside his head are tempting him with.
But what would he say?
"Good morning~, I’m thinking about jumping to my death, yes, yes, I know I still have paperwork to fill out, so could someone come and get me before a gust of wind blows me over?"
They’d hang up on him before he's made it through the first half of his sentence.
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- Part 4 of Armed Detective Family
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23 Feb 2026
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Yep i'm so emotional rn. AMAZING dazai suicide attempt angst and ADA caring sm about him writing love it so muchhh
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with heart-shaped bruises by mutteeth for SolsticeLostHerMind
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
14 Feb 2026
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“Wha–weretiger!” The clip of his low heels on concrete is a steady noise as he speedwalks to catch up with Atsushi. “We’re on a mission.”
The protest falls on deaf ears.
“Weretiger–”
“I think we’re perfectly capable of watching a high school student and ordering burgers at the same time. Or are you unable to multitask?” Atsushi interrupts, swatting away the tendril of Rashomon that’d manifested without Ryuunosuke’s conscious thought, actively attempting to wrap around Atsushi’s waist.
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Akutagawa and Atsushi eat together, go to an arcade, and talk about their pasts–and it is absolutely not a date!
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23 Feb 2026
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Fangirling so hard rn theyre so dumb and cheesyand awkward i love it
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“One last question.” His expression is contemplative as he funnels glitter into his balloon. “If you could only save one of them—Atsushi-kun or the world—which would you choose?”
The right thing to do would have been to say the world. Even I can’t choose would have been an acceptable alternative. But what freezes the words on Kyouka’s tongue and causes unease to pool in her stomach is the fact that her mind had made a choice long before conscious thought could catch up—Atsushi.
Kyouka wonders if she has what it takes to live in the light.
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- Part 4 of let’s write of brighter days
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21 Feb 2026
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Pain and suffering with hope just what I love <333 mwah