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ACKNOWLEDGMENT v. FREEDOM by cryinqclouds
Fandoms: SPY x FAMILY (Anime), SPY x FAMILY (Manga)
28 Oct 2025
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A three chapter story about two brothers who, although they both have respect for each other, can't help but feel those cloistered, but very dark and not so hidden feelings of envy, as well as that intense desire and longing to have what the other possesses because they lack and yearn it so much.
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20 Feb 2026
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The Bar Closes at 100 Seconds to Midnight by theunbearablelightnessofbeeing
Fandoms: SPY x FAMILY (Manga), SPY x FAMILY (Anime)
07 Dec 2025
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Damian Desmond wakes up with a hangover, a migraine, and an elevator intercom that cheerily informs him he’s dead, which is certainly a bold claim to make before breakfast.
The afterlife is a cocktail lounge. The bartender is Anya Forger, the girl he bullied, secretly loved, and spent six years destroying himself over after she was murdered. She doesn’t remember him. Instead, she offers him drinks, stickers, and no explanations. He offers the emotional stability of a rotting bookshelf.
He’s not ready to choose his next life. He’s not ready to let go.
He’s definitely not ready to fall in love with her all over again.
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16 Feb 2026
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Every special moment in Damian’s life is spent with one eye on the lookout for his father. Surprisingly, Anya is there at every one of his events with similar intentions. But when it becomes obvious that Damian’s father is a no-show, it’s just Anya. Just Anya with the encouraging words and just Anya with the bouquet of congratulatory flowers.
And maybe just Anya isn’t all that bad after all.
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12 Feb 2026