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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    After five or six years of no contact, Lando and Oscar are unexpectedly reunited. One has become a rising Formula One star, while the other is still navigating life in his own chaotic, adventurous way. As they reconnect, they rediscover the ease of their old friendship, navigating awkwardness, shared memories, and the spark that never truly went away. Over time, they learn to be around each other again, and what begins as nostalgia slowly transforms into a deep, all-consuming love.

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    22 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 40

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    14 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 78

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    Today, though, Shane told himself he hated him. He hated that Ilya left. Hated that he said nothing. Hated that he’d made Shane feel disposable.

    Sometimes Shane imagined flying to Russia, knocking on Ilya’s door, punching him square in the face and telling him exactly how much he hated him. But he knew the truth. Ilya would open the door. Shane would forget every practiced speech. And he would kiss him. Melt into him. Give himself over like he always had. Be fucked by him. And even if it was the last time they would fuck, at least he would know it was the last time this time.

    Shane didn’t hate Ilya.

    He hated that Ilya still lived in this quiet, unmovable place in his heart. It was the place that wouldn’t let him move on, wouldn’t let him heal, wouldn’t let him forget.

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    This story is canon through the 2014 Russian Olympics, then diverges. After Russia, Ilya ghosts Shane and never returns to the U.S., remaining behind to care for his father. Both Shane and Ilya carry the weight of their shared past into the present, set in June 2017.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    It happens in an instant.

    Over Ilya’s shoulder, Shane sees the doctor and Wiebe give each other a look, and in a sudden bout of impatient anxiety, Shane ends up saying the words that come to ruin everything.

    “Don’t touch me.”

    The effect is instantaneous. Ilya’s hands fly to his sides, and Shane gets a front row seat as Ilya’s heart breaks before his very eyes. Eyes dimming and lips trembling in slow, painful technicolor.

    It causes Shane’s heart to break, too, and he vows, immediately, never to see such a look cross his husband’s face again.

    OR Shane embarks on a mission to heal his husband’s heart, one PDA at a time.

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    12 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 33

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    When Remus is betrayed and robbed of his birthright by his brother, death would have been a far more merciful sentence. But instead, he is sold as a slave to the prince of the enemy neighbouring kingdom, who embodies everything Remus hates. Sirius is arrogant, spoiled and cruel and suddenly Remus finds himself in a world full of intrigue and lies. His only goal is to escape...until he finds out that there is much more behind Sirius' iron facade and soon Remus is forced to make a choice: Sirius or the crown?

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    10 Feb 2026