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It’s such a small thing, and yet Buck feels almost like he’s intruding by catching the moment, seeing it in its quiet intimacy.
He glances away, down at his own hands, and thinks rather wistfully, heart clenching something fierce in his chest: I’m never going to get that.
And it’s not the first time Buck’s had that thought; probably not even the tenth, or the hundredth. His brain tends to work a mile a minute, which means he’s used to things flitting through, sometimes with impact, sometimes without.
Now, though, it catches.
Sticks sharp and tacky in his mind.
I’m never going to get that, I’m never going to get that, I’m never going to get that.
Or: Buck thinks he’s unlovable. (Or or: Buck goes through it.)
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08 Dec 2025
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“It’s just that—I died,” Buck continues, voice unsteady enough that Eddie wonders if this is the first time he’s acknowledged that out loud. “I died, and there’s so much more. There’s so much more I want to do, things I don’t even know I want to do yet, and I almost had the chance to have and live them taken away. I don’t want to die and regret missing out on everything else, Eddie.”
“So let’s make a list,” Eddie says. “Let’s do them.”
or, a bucket list that’s really about buck needing to make a change and an eddie who’s ready to do anything to see him fall in love with life again. it takes some crossing off for eddie to realise—the thing at the top of the list in his own heart? it’s been right here all along
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07 Aug 2025
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buck! @firehose118:
oh this banana bread riding the fuck outta me and biting my neck oh mygodddfuckkkkkkk— chimney @hantweets:
i don’t think it’s doing all thata collection of tweets and texts between the 118.
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23 Jul 2025
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"You did the right thing.”
Buck only cried harder, knees almost folding under him so Eddie just held on tighter, turning his head to kiss Buck’s temple, branding in more pleading words.
“Sh-she- Eddie.” Buck could barely say his name, guilt choking him in a way Eddie knew all too well.
“Evan, you can carry this, I know I can’t ask you not to, but you can’t let it eat at you until there’s nothing left, you can’t let it kill you. You can carry this but, please, let me help make this better. I need- I need you-”
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buck goes to eddie for some comforting dude hugs, things are figured out along the way
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08 Jun 2025
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“Dad, Buck’s not gonna say he wants a party. He doesn’t think you want a fuss.”
Eddie is, apparently, a failure of a partner. “Buck—”
“He told Abuela,” Chris says, matter-of-factly. “I wasn’t meant to hear but they thought I was sleeping. He knows you don’t like big celebration things unless they’re inside but he wants a backyard party. He wants fireworks because he thinks they’re cool and he never got them when he was as old as me. He also never got cake like I do. That’s really sad, Dad.”
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14 May 2025