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Look, it’s not like Matt’s never overheard Jay jerking off. But there’s sort of a significant distance between forgetting to knock on a bedroom door and where he’s at now, which is in the bottom bunk at what feels like three am, sweaty from a nightmare about being forcefed burgers and slowly realizing that what he’s hearing above him isn’t Jay also having a bad dream. Seems like Jay’s having a pretty good dream up there, actually.
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23 Feb 2026
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"I trust you, with this." Ilya shrugs, trying to be casual about it, but, looking back on it, he hasn't been casual about anything involving Shane Hollander in the past ten years. "Is my first time."
OR: Ilya is trying to be better about the things he wants.
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The last time they’d spoken—a seven-minute FaceTime call they’d squeezed in between their schedules—Connor had asked him this:
"Did you know that we emit light until the day we die?”
Or the one where it takes three hundred miles and a breakdown or two for Hudson to admit a few things to himself.
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- Part 4 of tomorrow comes crashing
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28 Jan 2026
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Isotopic, he had once murmured against Connor’s lips. We’re one and the same.
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"Stop asking me if it's okay. If I want it. You're always, like—whatever. I'm not one of your fucking girls, okay? If I don't like it, I'll stop you. I can make you stop."
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26 Jan 2026
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How to close the wound? Ilya was the wound. It felt like there was no part of them that wasn't touching.
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“Hudson Williams, great to meet you,” Hudson says, swooping in with his boy-next-door smile and a firm handshake. He looks absurdly good—shiny dark hair, broad shoulders, charming as hell. Like a glossy, well-lit Superman ripped straight from Connor’s earliest spank-bank memories.
“Likewise, Mr. Williams, I’m—”
“I’m so sorry,” Hudson cuts in smoothly, already moving backwards a smidge with Connor in tow, hand pressing warmly against his spine. “But I’m actually here to steal this guy.”
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13 Jan 2026
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Even before—Ontario, promo, filming—it was a dream, wasn't it. Three-month sleepaway camp. Protein shakes in the morning. Hudson’s head in his lap on GTA highways. That's not reality, not a life. It has long since been time to wake up.
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“Chill sounds good,” Connor agrees. “What are you thinking?”
Hudson hums, thoughtful. “I’m thinking you should blow me.”
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09 Jan 2026
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INSANE. their voices are absolutely perfect in this like.. that's them!!
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“Look, I know it’s weird,” Hudson says, drawing too deep a breath, forcing himself past whatever’s knotting him up. “But I think we should hook up.”
Or Hudson spends a week with Connor in LA.
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31 Dec 2025
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Liam walks that drunken wide-step after him, a bounce in his toes. Noel smiles where he can't see.
"Let's have a champagne supernova to celebrate, wahey?" Liam murmurs. "Just you and me."
"Nah. I think I'll just have you."
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23 Dec 2025
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Behind closed doors he's still the kid who begged Noel not to leave him. It's fucking overwhelming how much Noel wants to kiss him, fuck him, eat him, hurt him, love him, everything him until there's nothing left.
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“I am fine, GP,” says Max. He still sounds suspiciously not-fine. He puts the Red Bull down on the table and then he glances a quick gauging glance back to Gianpiero. Says, “It’s just this stupid body and these stupid hormones,” a little venomous but not venomous at Gianpiero; venomous the same way as when he doesn’t like his own laps in qualifying, when he thinks he could have done better, done more. Torn out the last tenth.
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- Part 1 of renndistanz rpf
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01 Dec 2025
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He remembers again: the dry heat of Barcelona and the deal already made. Looking up at Max, there on the top step and glowing with it; looking at him and knowing already where he wanted to be for the rest of their lives.
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It’s strange. You’d think he’d be freaking out, disgusted even, but it’s not even shocking. He nearly expected it. He knows his friend, he knows Liam, and if you really know Liam then you know he’s in love with his brother.
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14 Nov 2025
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so sad so sexy <3 really and truly no one writes liam like you do, no one GETS him like you do!!
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“What the fuck did you do to him, you dickhead?” Bonehead asks, and Noel’s stomach twists. He has no clue how he’d even know that it was Noel’s fault, but maybe it was fucking obvious. Maybe his guilt’s written on his fucking face, like how it feels it is. Noel bites back, and it ends up being a right screaming match, the band against the two of them, because of course Liam is on his fucking side, no matter how guilty it makes Noel feel. There was never a chance of them being on opposite sides in this.
vignettes from a world where Liam never recovered after the cricket bat incident.
(now with a second chapter!)
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03 Nov 2025
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His brother smells clean, the perfume they both wear. The soap they both use. Their shared DNA, intertwined underneath it all. Sometimes he’s so in love his heart aches with it, and he could cry over everything he can have, and how he doesn’t deserve it.
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He speaks to an audience of one. "And now for my little brother Liam who's sick again, here's 'Sick Again' by Led Zeppelin."
Liam giggles and then snorts wetly because his nose is stopped up with congestion. Noel smiles at him before looking down at the fretboard.
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“Oh, you’ve got to be fuckin' joking.”
“What?” Liam says, turning to Noel. “What’s happened?”
“Well, we’re stuck, aren’t we?”
Liam blinks his big, wide doe eyes. “What d’you mean we’re stuck?”
“What d’you mean, what do I mean?” Noel huffs impatiently. “Lift’s stuck, innit?"
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Or, Noel and Liam get stuck in an elevator in Paris in the late 90s, Liam has a bit of a panic attack, and Noel has no choice but to distract him.
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11 Oct 2025
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Noel's hardly a spiritual person, but when it comes to Liam, he does truly believe his little brother was made for him and him alone. An angel sent from either heaven or hell to torment and tempt Noel in equal measure, from the very first moment he opened his big, blue eyes.
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“You’re not shagging me in a car like some bird,” Noel scolds him. But he’s pushing him away enough to shimmy his pants down his thighs as he says it, and ain’t that the story of his fucking life. Telling Liam no while he’s getting down on his knees. Telling him to fuck off as he’s opening a door.
Liam only grins, cocky. “Didn’t say I was, did I?”
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- Part 4 of Kinktober 25
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10 Oct 2025
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Inspired by: "The feeling of having them hancuffs on, man, brings out the gayness in me."
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06 Oct 2025
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It’s not fair, he thinks. We were supposed to live forever.
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02 Oct 2025
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He hopes, he thinks, he knows, that there has to be a heaven. That Liam has to be there, right now, waiting for him.
just absolutely soul-crushing.... needless to say i love it ❤️
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All Liam wants is to be close to his big brother.
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14 Sep 2025
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As his eyelids droop, Liam thinks about how he and Noel are sort of like a solar system. Liam running around Noel in huge circles. Noel, the lazy cunt, content to watch him tire himself out.
the way you write them is just perfect and your dialogue is always so natural and in character. so beautiful and vivid and real and immersive like i'm right there with them!! and i LOVE this noel, so deeply fucked up and manipulative yet charismatic n charming <3 -
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Noel had always been a planner, even when the world insisted on weaving it's own machinations to deliberately undermine him.
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15 Sep 2025
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‘Cos we’re mates,’ Liam says in a measured tone, as if Noel is fucking thick. ‘Have been since that day in our room. Not official like, but you were mine and I been yours.’
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Isn’t that what the whole thing was? What it all added up to? Liam being like a dog, his dog. Noel his owner, and that’s what he’d said, right? That if he joined the band he’d own him seven days a week.
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- Part 1 of puppy play
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"Noel had been happy, too, he’d seen it, dancing along, smiling wide. And then out of nowhere, Liam had somehow managed to set him off again."
Liam and Noel fight. Liam hides in the bathroom. Liam makes an impulsive decision.
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13 Sep 2025