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donghyuck suffers from depression but refuses to admit it
he is extremely overworked but he finds himself enjoying that because if he is busy, that meant that he did not need to think, and that he mind would already be occupied.
but what will happen when he is on his day off, all alone in the dorms with no one to help him fight the demons? -
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jisung hasnt been himself lately. and he knows it. but he doesnt want to tell anyone.
its slowly eating him up and draining him from the colour of life
will the dreamies find out before its too late?
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donghyuck is tired and just wants to end it all
mark just wants to save his world
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"im sorry donghyuck but the results have stated that you have stage 3 stomach cancer"
donghyuck's world stopped
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donghyuck and mark have always been the best of friends.
but what will they do when both of them are struggling but not opening up about it
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Not that Jisung really cared. He never minded what others thought of him
All others but his members, at least.
But what happens when it seems that all of them turned their backs on him?
Jisung obviously tells himself everything's gonna be fine and go back to normal soon..right?
But what he doesn't realize?
As the members warmth starts to fade,
Maybe his will to keep going does too.- Language:
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07 Jul 2025
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Han Jisung was tired, being a famous musician brought him a lot of things, good friends, economic stability, a few benefits here and there when trying to skip the row in almost any place, however, there is always a price to pay, he has always had anxiety, it wasn't anything out of the ordinary, but ever since he became famous, it begun to feel like he was an animal in a zoo, always having too many eyes on him wasn't exactly peaceful, or good for his anxiety, he loved his work, pouring his soul and heart into lyrics and melodies was always there in him, but he couldn't do it, not anymore.
"I'm sorry, I can't stay any longer, love you, please take care of mom and dad" the piece of paper said.
Those few words were the last thing Chan read from Jisung, he thought it was a silly joke, classic Han.
It wasn't.Or, an AU where Jisung wanted to escape and found peace but instead he found love.
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05 Jul 2025
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Shinyu was ready for a quiet school life, until he got stuck with Kim Dohoon, the school’s loudest, boldest, most chaotic brat.
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30 Jun 2025
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Youngjae grew up as that one kid who's always on the top of his class. Kim Dohoon showed up during his high school life and suddenly, he's no longer the best student. Somehow, he couldn't really bring himself to hate the boy, could he?
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20 Jun 2025
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Late at night, Youngjae waits on a familiar park bench, uncertain if Jihoon will show after an impulsive and vague invitation. Just when he’s ready to give up, Jihoon arrives breathless but smiling. The quiet moment between them, filled with unsaid emotions, suggests that maybe their connection means more than just teasing and mixed signals.
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18 Jun 2025