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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    In every place, I'm on my toes
    And still I feel like I impose

    It's okay to let me go if you need

     

    'Hikaru' struggles with doubts and self worth.

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    05 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 20

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    Sprout noticed Cosmo takes the same train as him every day across town for their work commute. He remembers Cosmo from school, where he had a huge crush on him. One packed day, he gets stuck sitting next to Cosmo on the subway, and he feels like he’s going to go crazy if he doesn’t say anything, so he strikes up a conversation.

    He discovers Cosmo is so much more interesting than he’d ever realized and he was shamefully in love with him all over again. Head over heels.

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    14 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 8

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    “放出来,插入我,你会的吧?”辻中佳纪声音带着哑,命令他。

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    中文-普通话 國語
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    29 Sep 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 24

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    He was a thief.  This face wasn’t his.  This voice wasn’t his.  Even his personality…it wasn’t his.  He hijacked this body and obtained all of it as a result, including memories.  He remembered this life so clearly…even if it wasn’t his own.  But he wanted it to be.  God, did he want it to be. 

    With solemn eyes, he admired the boy in the mirror.  He wished he were truly Hikaru Indo, not just a reflection.  The answer as to why was simple.  Hikaru Indo held Yoshiki’s heart.  He wanted to be liked by Yoshiki, too.

     

    Hikaru ponders the meaning of Halloween and what it means to dress up as someone else for a day. It's hard for him to comprehend, since every day of his is already spent playing the role of someone he isn't.

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    29 Sep 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 94

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    I become sad when I think of talking about stray cats with you, George, Dream writes before he taps the drying ink on his desk, poking little holes into the wood.

    It’s scratching, but he doesn’t care. It makes me think of starting a home with you, and you don’t want that. You are a man who wants to stick his head from the window and listen to the gunshots we leave behind. You want to break ribs and leave them broken.

    But that’s okay, George. Break my ribs. Leave them broken.

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    23 Nov 2023

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