sentientpatchofhaze
Recent bookmarks
-
Tags
Summary
1933. New Orleans.
Vincent Whittman’s assignment (punishment) seems simple enough: recruit Mr. Alastor Hartfelt, the city’s famed radio star.
But his trip derails the moment he meets the man dressed in a smile too sharp, with secrets too deep, and a presence that hums with something far beyond him.
One broken ritual binds them for decades, pulling them back to each other again and again, to the one soul neither can quite break away from.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 109,101
- Chapters:
- 7/18
- Comments:
- 643
- Kudos:
- 2,277
- Bookmarks:
- 645
- Hits:
- 54,057
Bookmarked by sentientpatchofhaze
26 Dec 2025
-
the time moves slowly, lover by the_oncoming_stormageddon
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
24 Oct 2024
Tags
Summary
After Chuck turns out to be evil, Dean picks up the old Supernatural books and starts writing his own thoughts. Screw Chuck; it's his story.
After Cas confesses, dies, and comes back to life, making it clear that he has no idea what Dean really feels for him, Dean starts giving the annotated pages to Cas.Title taken from "Back At Your Door" by Orville Peck and Debbii Dawson
Series
- Part 62 of alfie's destiel oneshots
- Part 1 of Back At Your Door is a destiel song and I will die on that hill
Bookmarked by sentientpatchofhaze
09 Dec 2025
-
Tags
Summary
“There you are,” the Empty says, in Dean’s voice. It’s cold, like Dean’s eyes are cold, his expression set in contempt. It’s the expression Cas feared, he realizes, all the times he thought about saying it. Revulsion. It makes him feel sick in the way that goes beyond physical, here where there is nothing physical left.
The moment before it happened had been so sweet it covered up all the hurt. For years, Cas had been holding back those words, biting down on his tongue to keep from saying them. And now he had said it, and he knew that it was good, knew that it was worth it. But on the other side there is only this.
--
In the Empty, Cas dreams of his regrets, until someone comes looking for him.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 10,047
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 186
- Kudos:
- 3,244
- Bookmarks:
- 764
- Hits:
- 26,312
Bookmarked by sentientpatchofhaze
16 Oct 2025
-
Tags
Summary
So, the first thing that happens is Castiel comes back.
~~~
"Right," Dean says eventually, gruffly. He looks down at his shoes. "I'm not gonna tell you how to live your life, man. It's—you know, yours. Do your thing, love who you love, whatever. I can't really stop you from loving me, if that's what you've decided to do, but I don't—I can't—"
"I know," Castiel murmurs, still just smiling a little, not looking heartbroken at all. "Don't worry about it, Dean, that's all I ask."
"So we're—" Dean risks a glance up, swallowing thickly. "We're good?"
Castiel hums. "We're good."
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 27,918
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 14
- Comments:
- 1,359
- Kudos:
- 21,305
- Bookmarks:
- 5,856
- Hits:
- 206,214
Bookmarked by sentientpatchofhaze
28 Aug 2025
-
Tags
Summary
Dean took a deep breath, looking up at the sky for the last time, eyes bleary from traitorous tears. But hey, he was about to be dropped to the bottom of the ocean, he was allowed to fucking cry.
Here it was - the worst moment of his life.
Except.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 7,747
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 114
- Kudos:
- 2,335
- Bookmarks:
- 436
- Hits:
- 14,905
Bookmarked by sentientpatchofhaze
08 Apr 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
I FOUND IT
I COULDN’T FIND IT FOR SO LONG BUT I FOUND IT