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What was the importance of a soulmate, to someone without a soul? If Dean swore this version of Sam was not his brother, despite all the evidence, then why continue to act like he was?
“You don’t have to protect me anymore.” Sam said, matter of fact.
Broad shoulders went still, Dean’s back rigid and stiff. “Yes I do.”
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Tucked away in the bathroom that morning, Sam resolved he still couldn’t fully recognize himself. He practiced a smile in the mirror, squinted his eyes and scrunched his nose, the way he naturally used to.
With everything stripped away, no sense of self, Sam realized that there was nothing else left inside.
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TLDR; Sam sees the world a little differently without a soul.
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11 Feb 2026
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Let it be said, John Winchester has nothing against gay people. Sure, it’s a little odd sometimes, but he knows his own personal discomfort shouldn’t impact the way other people live their lives. He doesn’t care so much. He’s open-minded. He’s a modern man. And that’s a good thing, too, with a son like Sammy.
October 1996. John Winchester worries that thirteen year old Sammy is gay, Dean Winchester worries about John worrying, and Sam is blissfully oblivious.
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Dean, always trying his best to get between John and Sam, even when Sam’s nowhere nearby and the only fight they’re having is in John’s head. But he’s right. Though that makes John think, suddenly, of his concerns—concerns?—from earlier. Soccer. It is a girly sport, right? Who plays soccer? Europeans, eight year olds, and girls, at least in John’s experience. Is he hopelessly behind the times? “Dean,” he says. “Is it just me, or do you think soccer’s kind of a girly sport?"Series
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09 Dec 2025
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Maybe Dad doesn’t beat them, Sam thinks, but Dean was still coming back from hunts with broken bones at age twelve, and maybe Dad says he’s trying to avenge Mary’s killer, but he’s still the one who took the normal life Sam could’ve had away and ripped it to shreds, then screamed at him for wanting pieces of it.
December 1999. Sixteen-year-old Sam Winchester keeps having dreams where he kills his father.
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my thesis on teenage sam winchester, told through a series of chronological vignettesSeries
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09 Dec 2025
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"all I'm saying is, you're my weak spot" by NotSyrupsucks
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
16 May 2025
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The only thing worse than living with an angry man in your house, is two angry men.
Sam seemed to miss out on this miraculous gene, another thing his brother and father had in common without him. It wasn’t exactly a feeling of isolation, or envy, he began to despise the yelling and fighting as soon as it began.
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A little study on Dean's physical abuse to Sam. Their childhood, how I think it's perceived by Sam, and what comes of it.
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- Part 3 of Fuck John Winchester
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09 Dec 2025
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Nobody's Soldier by allthewordsofafeather
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
28 Oct 2025
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The Soldier knew protocol. A failed mission meant punishment, then the Chair, then cryo. He had to go collect punishment, to ensure proper function on the next mission. It would be a risk, going back to the Vault. Insight had been compromised, communication was down. The Soldier did not know if the Vault was safe. The head hurt. He had been out of cryo too long. The words of the Captain on the helicarrier had damaged the neurological function. He would need the Chair to return to working condition. The Chair was in the Vault.
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In which the Winter Soldier grapples with his newly found freedom, Steve Rogers tries to deal, and Sam Wilson wonders if maybe he should have skipped that morning run