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  1. Public Bookmark 40

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    While most students come home during the summer break, Ivan spends it training for the next season.

    Refusing to leave Ivan on his own because he apparently doesn’t understand the concept of rest, Till invites him to his hometown for a change.

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    21 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 34

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    After a while, Ivan and Luka finished setting everything up. The lights dimmed, and the projector hummed to life. A PowerPoint slide appeared on the screen.
    THE CHEMISTRY OF LOVE
    Mizi, Sua, Hyuna, and Till all stared at it.
    Till felt a strange knot form in his stomach. This was bizarre—even for Ivan and Luka.
    Ivan stepped forward, hands clasped behind his back. “You’re probably wondering why we asked you here,” he said evenly. “Recently, I’ve been experiencing a series of irregular physiological responses.”
    The four of them stiffened.
    “My dopamine and norepinephrine levels are elevated,” Ivan continued. “Oxytocin spikes have been frequent. Serotonin levels have dropped, while cortisol has increased. Additionally, I’ve observed an irregular heart rate and impaired concentration.”
    He paused, as if waiting for the data to settle.
    “Taken together, these symptoms lead to only one plausible conclusion.” Ivan looked straight ahead. “I am in love.”

    Or

    Ivan thinks his feelings for Till are fake, so he uses science to prove it.
    Till is not okay with that.

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    21 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 36

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    ‘Tiiiiiiiill,’ Ivan sends, and Till already knows he’s fucked. ‘I get a free day next week!! Let’s meet up!’ he says, then forwards a pathetic gif of a puppy with the wettest eyes ever looking up at Till’s perplexed stare.

    This is a trick. Till should say no. Till should acknowledge that he’s been acting really weird about his best friend lately and that he has to get normal before they see each other again. Till should tell Ivan to spend his once-in-a-blue-moon free day relaxing at a spa—a spa? Till frowns. People would get so fucking weird about that. He should go somewhere else where clothes are involved. Skiing sounds better—and not slouching at Till’s ass dorm. Till should get a grip.

    ‘Please? :((’

    Goddammit.

    Five times Till loses his mind over Ivan's waist, and one time he does something about it.

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    20 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 20

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    “I missed you too, Till.” His voice is smooth and rich like expensive honey. Sweet, delectable, and always leaves you wanting more. But the quality of honey always depends on how it is cultivated. The more care you treat it with, the better the outcome will be. Till is not a greedy man, but sees it as him reaping the seeds he sowed and cared for.

    ...

    Or, Ivan comes back from a fashion show in Paris and gets jumped by Till <3_<3

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    19 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 46

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    “We finally meet again.”

    Till’s face scrunches up like a crumpled piece of paper. His eyebrows are furrowed and up so high, his eyes squinting yet wide. And his lips curve in all directions. He’s using every single nerve to try to piece together what the fuck is happening.

    He flicks his tongue at his bottom lip to wet it. Like when you lick your thumb to grip the page in a book, he’s trying to somehow grip a thought to form.

    Till blinks, and then he asks an octave higher than he’s used to, “I’m sorry. Who are you?”

    The pretty stranger, Till deems him. Looks at him with this blanched look. His eyes widen, which almost seems impossible with how big they already are. Like a deer in the headlights. And he looks almost sad.

    A new student transfers to the small countryside; mysterious, handsome, and claiming to know Till. But Till has no memory or idea of who this stranger is, should he?

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    18 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 47

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    Till just wanted to stop getting rejected.
    He wasn't asking for much. Just... a chance to feel wanted. No humiliation.
    And definitely not someone asking for his best friend's number right after breaking his heart.

    What he didn't expect was that, after a sleepover with his two weirdo friends (and an idea that clearly should've stayed a joke) he'd end up involved with what might be a humanoid robot.

    Because the next day, "He" showed up... with the EXACT description Till had given of his ideal partner.

    The problem?
    - He'd asked for a girl.
    - "He" seems programmed to love him.
    - Till is not ready to fall for an algorithm with abs.

    ... Or is he?

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    17 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 34

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    See? With the art block and fields being on complete opposite ends, he didn’t even catch sight of the team once. Okay, maybe he saw some of them in the halls sometimes, but fuck it, everyone goes to the hall, alright? Anyway, he didn’t really have an opinion on them, since the guys weren’t those stereotypical bully jocks, or whatnot. They were known for being civil, if nothing else.

     

     

    So tell him why they started approaching him, asking about his opinions on romance, occasionally mentioning his romantic preferences.

     

    Tell Till why the entire team suddenly decided that it would be totally normal to visit him after class, around campus, and call out his name (and how the fuck do they even know his name?), ask him random questions, and just leave?

     

    I don’t know; ask Ivan.

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    13 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 56

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    Till was seven when he threw the first punch; he was seven when Ivan punched back, and he was seven when he realised he and Ivan had matching bruises.

    or, the years ebb and flow, but there will always be an ivan and till.

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    13 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 46

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    “Arrogant bastard,” Till mutters, already getting to his feet.

    He slowly releases his leg, like his body is still stuck to that damn ice, that irritating perfection. Ivan bows again—dry, respectful, calculated down to the last degree. Nothing beyond what’s required. When he straightens, his eyes scan the stands without hurry, automatic, professional.

    But even so, he finds Till.

    “Arrogant bastard,” he mutters again, already standing.

    Between cold, gleaming ice rinks and dinners charged with ulterior motives, Till finds himself lost in his turbulent relationship with Ivan.

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    12 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 64

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    Considering running away from home once more, Till resigns to escape through his window with only his messenger bag on him. He was hoping to be kidnapped by a kinder person... although kind people don't really kidnap. Oh well, Till would take anything other than Urak.
    And he would've taken a tall, kind, handsome police officer as his dad... that is if he seemed interested in adopting a teenage delinquent. He didn't. He seemed more interested in doing other things with Till.

    Or; Till gets caught graffitiing private property but hey, at least it was by the ever-so-kind police officer, Ivan, who won't call his dad and instead will teach him how it feels to be alive.

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    11 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 56

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    Every kiss is a risk.

    Every rendezvous is a PR nightmare waiting to happen.

    But nothing seems to discourage the hidden intimacy of the not-so-relationship between BLACK SORROW’s charismatic frontman and the world renowned actor Till sunbae.

    Except maybe... talking about feelings.

    Or, Till accidentally confesses the feelings he shouldn’t have for his situationship and he tries to pretend it didn’t happen.

    Ivan doesn’t let him.

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    07 Feb 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 22

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    “We’re roommates,” Ivan answers immediately, no hesitation whatsoever in his reply. Till wonders if he anticipated the question and had an answer ready in case it was asked, which probably makes the response even worse, because respectfully, what the fuck.

    The answer catches Till off guard, his mouth hanging slightly open as he turns to Ivan.

    Till blinks, then echoes, “Roommates.”

    “But we’re not dating… or anything,” he adds, a nervous glance sent Till’s way as he avoids direct eye contact. A first for the other boy, given how intensely he looks at Till literally every other second.

    Roommates but not dating anything, my ass. What did they think they were?

    Or, Till reminds Ivan that they do a lot of things that roommates don’t usually do.

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    07 Feb 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 56

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    Harana
    /haˈɾana/
    noun

    1. to serenade
    2. refers to a courtship tradition where a man sings to someone he is interested in, often accompanied by a group of friends

    see also: the solution to pathetically yearning best friends

    Till courts Ivan the old-fashioned way – with his voice, a guitar, and two (questionably willing) friends for moral support.

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    07 Feb 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 88

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    Was he really ok with this? Ivan was a catch. Disciplined, smart, charming, and so annoyingly attractive. Fake dating for an undetermined period of time seemed…

    “Are you sure about this?" Till asks, his eyebrow twitching, “This just doesn’t— I dunno, feel like you,”

    “And what would you know about me?” Ivan counters, crimson pupils appearing to glow under the sun’s splintered rays.

    Till impulsively claims to be dating his roommate. Ivan is okay with this, for whatever reason.

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    07 Feb 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 38

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    “You know you are practically married to him right?” Sua sighed.

    “No I’m not,” Till sipped his green tea latte.

    “Then what’s that around your finger?”

    “A good lucky charm,” Till twirled the ring from Ivan on his right thumb.

    Sua buried her face into her palm, “he sleeps in your bed.”

    “He had nightmares as a kid and we continued out of habit,” Till shrugged.

    “Are you attracted to him?”

    “It’s Ivan, who isn’t attracted to him?”

    Sua resisted the urge to smack him with her bag and leave.

    It took a near death experience for Till to realize he was in love with his best friend.

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    04 Feb 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 68

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    Opening his eyes and finding them drifting towards the man who slowly pulled the car to a slow stop as the traffic light turned red, using that moment to turn his own head towards Till. A soft smile forming on his lips as his eyes crinkled with mirth, a stunning sight that caused Till’s heart to race and his palms to become sweaty.

    “You’ll make me blush if you keep staring at me like that.”

    “Shut up and focus on the road!” Till spat out, feeling his face heat up with embarrassment at being caught staring so openly at the other. Fighting to calm his heart as Ivan began to laugh at his reaction, eyes lingering on Till for a moment longer before turning his attention back to the road as the light turned green.

    University student Till and Popular idol Ivan are childhood friends who both believe are in one-sided love with the other, neither wanting to ruin their friendship by admitting their feelings.

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    04 Feb 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 84

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    "Couldn't you make time for me? I'm a bad boy who lacks direction," he coos, unapologetic, and entirely unconvincing. "Only Sunbae's experience can hope to fix me."

    "What… so it's my job to fix you now?" Till's laugh is breathy. "Listening to me jack off isn't going to fix whatever problem you have."

    Otherwise known as: Slice of Situationship with Rock Ivan and Actor Till!

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    03 Feb 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 87

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    After an incident causes a big scandal, singer Till has to enter a pretend relationship with the upcoming soloist Ivan to salvage his reputation. Originally extremely unhappy about having to deal with a former idol, Till realizes Ivan might not be so bad after all.
    But can a budding friendship survive if they have to act in love? Or are genuine feelings bound to arise among the fake ones?

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    03 Feb 2026

  19. Public Bookmark *

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    𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘯𝘦𝘹𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘰𝘳. 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺 𝘪 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘬𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘨𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘣𝘰𝘺.

    𝘮𝘦𝘳𝘳𝘺 𝘤𝘩𝘳𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘮𝘢𝘴. 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘧𝘢𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘴 𝘮𝘦.

    𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘵 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘨𝘶𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨.

    𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘺 𝘣𝘪𝘳𝘵𝘩𝘥𝘢𝘺. 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘰𝘭𝘥.

    𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘴𝘢𝘸 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘷. 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘦𝘭𝘭. 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘧𝘶𝘯𝘯𝘺. 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺.

    𝘸𝘦'𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘤𝘢𝘮𝘱. 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘮𝘦. 𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘨𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘴? 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺.

    𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘸𝘦 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘵?

    Or: Pro basketball player Till's strategy for winning back his childhood crush—Olympic figure skater Ivan, involves a three-step plan:

    1. Text him a decade's worth of increasingly unhinged apologies.
    2. Ambush-kiss him in the gym.
    3. Propose a strict hate-bang schedule.

    It's foolproof. Really. Even if Till's texts are all left on read, and the only thing Ivan willingly gives him is detached sex every Tuesday and Thursday. It's fine. Till is definitely not going insane.

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    02 Feb 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 39

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    Looking back on his friendship with Ivan, Till should have known something was off from the beginning. He always seemed to do things to purposefully bother Till or set him up for embarrassment in some way or another, but Till didn’t realize this fact until it was much too late.

    So, it stands to reason that on one of their many sleepovers during adolescence, Till agreed to play a game with Ivan. The game was seemingly innocuous, one Till had seen played countless times before by other children on the playground or in school. What was weird was the additional rules that Ivan imposed on the game, claiming it was the “real way to play.”

    The night started like any other. Till’s mother dropped him off at Ivan’s house in the early afternoon and told the boys she would be back in the morning to pick him up. It was nothing out of the ordinary, this was the same routine they followed almost every weekend for as long as Till could remember.

    “Have you ever played Uno before, Till?” Ivan asks curiously, a mischievous smirk playing on his lips.

    or

    Uno, but Ivan has his own set of rules

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    Comments:
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    455
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    5,185

    31 Jan 2026

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