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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    Zhan Yunfei was one of the girls, according to Tianji Hall’s second mistress. She shared herself with him under this pretext, all her likes and her worries and her biting commentary. This was already more than enough for a lifetime.

    Zhan Yunfei had annealed his heart when it became too brittle; he managed his expectations and allowed closeness to grease it sparingly, a trickle of oil to ward off rust. He wouldn’t make the same mistakes as in the past, and he would hammer his infatuations into bowls of pounded brass, all-receiving. Always empty.

    Always empty—she, too, loved another, and he expected it. She loved so many and so much, so it didn’t hurt. Didn’t bend him out of shape. Certainly didn’t break him.

    The young master came back for the wedding, mysterious friend in tow.

    And it was his face after all. A pallid Li Xiangyi carrying no sword, a drop of ice water in Zhan Yunfei’s sparingly oiled heart.

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    22 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 24

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    Di Feisheng’s old impalement wound was long healed, but he chose to keep the scars over his heart, front and back. Li Lianhua ought to have seen them, and known what they meant.

    Crossed swords, crossed cups, consummation.

    You were in me and I was in you, where we sealed our martial understanding. Where we cleaved all else apart.

    Di Feisheng took Li Lianhua’s chin in his hand. He stared at the dark mirrors of himself in the black of Li Xiangyi’s eyes.

    “My heart stopped after our battle on the East Sea; my Bitterwind Poplar fought to restart it. I know what death feels like. It’s cold. It’s excruciating. You won’t get to feel the bliss you take from getting fucked when you die. Don’t succumb to death as easily as you succumb to me, Xiangyi.”

    Li Lianhua stared at him for a beat, dazed. Then, he laughed. “Lao-Di, ah, don’t think that your jade pillar will save me.”

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    21 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 94

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    Xiao Zijin has been living in ignorant bliss about Li Xiangyi's survival. He's about to get a wake up call. In more ways than one...

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    18 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 95

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    A look into the long and complicated relationship between Di Feisheng and Li Xiangyi/Li Lianhua.

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    18 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 66

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    After three bowls of bitter medicine and the aid of Di Feisheng's inner qi appear to have no effect, he decides there is another way to rebuild Li Xiangyi's energies.

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    14 Feb 2026