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  1. Public Bookmark 9

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    “I want to punch you,” Ragnvindr grits out, and there is something strange to his voice as he saying this, as though the admission pains him, “but Vassilev will kill me if I do.”

    Ajax wets his bottom lip, and the corners of his mouth twitch when Ragnvindr’s gaze tracks the movement.

    “You know,” he starts, now hungering for all things brilliant, and short-lived, and ruinous, “there are always other ways to get a man on his knees.”

    Hearing this, Ragnvindr’s face makes a beautifully complicated expression. His thick brows draw together, and his mouth parts. He draws closer, sucked into this black hole, mistaking its gravity as the orbital of something grander, perhaps.

    Ajax breathes in the lingering trace of Ragnvindr’s aftershave, the light scent of sandalwood, and lets out a breath of a laugh, despite himself.

    “What?” He taunts, desperate to know if Ragnvindr would give in, if Ajax had it within himself to lasso a blazing sun. “Scared?”

    It would be a tired sentiment if Ajax said that volleyball was the love of his life. After all, he wasn't quite in the business of sharing first loves.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    he will think with no small amount of anguish, love, it must be.

  2. Public Bookmark 80

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    Freshly 21, Damon’s life was already a mess—getting dumped by his ex, for his 'own good' and being shoved into a college dorm with a brand-new roommate in what was supposed to be a fresh start at Eden's Garden Academy. But when he opens the door to Room 316, he’s met with the last person he ever expected to see: Kai. The aggravating, pink-haired influencer he hooked up with then blocked.

    Now, not only is Kai his roommate, but the two of them are stuck together in a rivalry-filled mess, drama, insults, and tension that neither of them is prepared for. Damon’s quick wit and dry sarcasm clash with Kai’s boldness and surprisingly sensitive side, and as much as Damon tries to avoid it, he’s starting to feel something for this annoyingly charming guy and the even more annoying friends that come with him.

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    22 Dec 2025

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    i bookmark this, once again, months later.

  3. Public Bookmark 18

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    Till navigates the halls of his high school like a minefield, armed with headphones and a healthy dose of social anxiety. Ivan, the perfect Student Council President, moves through the same space with effortless grace.

    He's convinced Ivan's small acts of kindness are either pity or politeness, until a handwritten note on a volunteer flyer forces him to consider a third, terrifying option: that Ivan might like him exactly as he is.

    or: Ivan sees the real Till hiding behind the anxiety, and Till slowly learns to believe him.

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    29 Aug 2025

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    cutenenss. ever.

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    Truth be told, Till thinks this exchange might be the best part of his week, and he had a feeling Ivan felt the same way.

    “I have a date after work, by the way, so don’t wait up.”

    Never-fucking-mind.

    “You have a what?” Till manages, his voice hoarse.

    Ivan’s eyebrows furrowed. “A date.” He repeats.

    “No.”

    “Okay.”

    “Okay— wait, okay?! Just like that?!” Till splutters, briefly wondering if he was still dreaming.

    3 times Till gets jealous + 1 time he does something about it

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    13 Aug 2025

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    kitchne scene. KITCHEN SCENE

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    “I mean, I’m not like, gay gay... that shit’s a lil too much.”Till said it with a straight face. An actual, no-shame, fully committed face.
    Mizi blinked. Slowly. Like her brain was buffering.
    This was Till — Till, the man who practically moans when a character in a yaoi makes eye contact, sitting in his dimly lit room, reading Yarichin Bitch Club like it’s sacred scripture, cheeks flushed, knees tucked to his chest like a Victorian orphan.
    She looked at him like he had just declared gravity a government conspiracy.

    “But didn’t you literally say you’d let Ivan suck you off like a lollipop?”

    Till flinched like she'd shot him in the chest. Mizi howled, full belly laugh, because it was true.Till glared, hand on heart like he’d been betrayed.
    “Ivan doesn’t count. He’s Ivan. That’s different.”

    As if that explained anything.

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    25 Jul 2025

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    the holy bible