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    It began subtly, just a simple cough.

    Fluixon raised a gloved hand to his mouth, barely thinking, expecting dust or fatigue to be the cause.

    But what emerged wasn’t just small drops of saliva.

    It was soft.

    He froze.

    A single purple petal fluttered into his palm.

     

    or, Fluixon was afflicted with a strange disease. Everything is fine... until it isn’t.

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    25 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 8

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    "I sat beside him in class and begged God not to notice."

    Raised by a priest on scripture, confession, and the quiet terror of being watched by God, Flux knows exactly where desire belongs: buried, denied, repented.
    So when a certain white-haired classmate starts to contaminate his every thought, and when he catches himself staring at him too often, he begins to turn the blame inwards.
    Each glance becomes a sin.
    Each ache in his chest, proof that he is failing God in ways that can’t be forgiven.

    A fanfic about religious trauma, internalized shame, and the quiet, devastating realization that God is all-loving, except when it comes to you.

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    22 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 47

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    The story goes like this: A leader plans an assassination, and when it fails, jumps off a tower before–
    Stop. Next.

    The story goes like this: A man is betrayed by his best friend, and spends the rest of the story clearing his name before it all comes down to a duel–
    Ugh. Next.

    The story goes like this: A man dreams of a restaurant with his friend, but snowballs are thrown and he's sentenced to death–
    That's my bad.

    Saparata slams the books shut. Time after time after time and nothing is changing. This time, this time, it'll work.

    It was to.

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    10 Jan 2026

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    Words echoed through the harsh wind.

    “What kind of Guardian, Watcher, God would I be if I saw my people suffer and turn away from them? What use is realism against happiness?”

    “I grant this world another chance. I grant a second chance to you, Saparata, and to those you love. That is the least I can do.”

    “Sometimes, tragedy makes for a brilliant story. But joy and happiness can make one, too.”

    “We already got our tragedy.”

    “Now, it's your chance to give yourself and the world a romantic story.”

    “Saparata, I wish you the very best of luck. Be selfish, for once. You deserve it.”

    And as quick and silent as the words came, so they went. Heard only by the ears of someone who should've been long dead.

     

    Or, Saparata goes back to the beginning, and gets his second chance.

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    21 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 75

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    Saparata counts down the seconds as he lay in the snow, unmoving. His body was ice-cold and numb, until he finally gave out and accepted his impending death.

    However, Fluixon isn’t quite ready to let go of his not-so friend just yet. After bringing Saparata back to the base, Saparata wakes up only to realize he can’t remember anything.

    …And naturally, in that situation, the only thing he could do was latch on to the first man he lays sight on–Fluixon.

    ***

    “You’re…”

    “Fluixon. Just call me Flux.”

    “Were we friends?” Saparata asks, his confused stare digging into Flux’s bones. “I’m..getting a feeling, that we were...."

    Flux pauses, then smiles. “Oh, absolutely.”

    Saparata didn’t need to know that they haven’t been friends since Fluixon betrayed him.

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    10 Dec 2025