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• me and you, setting in a honeymoon (if i woke up next to you, if i woke up next to you) by quacking_hell

  Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)  

  • Explicit
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Work in Progress

  15 Feb 2026

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Itoshi Sae/Shidou Ryuusei
  • shidou/hugo
  • Shidou Ryuusei
  • Itoshi Sae
  • Hugo (Blue Lock)
  • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
  • Trans Shidou Ryuusei
  • shidou has a pet cat
  • pathetic shidou
  • pathetic sae
  • theyre both pathetic put them in a room and watch them melt
  • Eventual Smut
  • Situationships
  • Internalized Homophobia
  • Fluff
  • Artist Shidou Ryuusei
  • depressed shidou ryusei
  • guys why isnt that atag what
  • Denial of Feelings
  • Hypersexual Shidou Ryuusei
  • Autistic Itoshi Sae
  • POV Shidou Ryuusei
  • Bottom Shidou Ryuusei
  • Top Itoshi Sae
  • shidous probably autistic too im ngl
  • no beta we die like my sanity
  • Itoshi Sae is Bad at Feelings
  • Crying
  • Alcohol
  • Bathrooms
  • Itoshi Sae is Bad at Communicating
  • Title from a Fall Out Boy Song
  • Self-Harm
  • alcohol abuse? idk
  • Masturbation
  • blocking him everywhere because he hates himself

  Summary

  He missed Sae. Even though they didn't even know each other well or even had anything between them. Did he even think about Shidou, did he even feel the same way? Or was he just someone he could fuck when he pleased.

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  there is talk about self harm and alcohol and probably slightly toxicc relationships and reference to sexual assault please be careful and stay safe

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  i cant lie this is probably maybe my first fic written on here

  more tags will be added as its written

  Language:

  English

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